I still love you (Caaron)

Two

Aaron's POV
"We have a lot of catching up to do." I said then smiled.

"Yeah, we do."

Cameron and I are finally talking again. This makes me so happy. He hasn't been talking to me for a year.

He said he needed "Space".

He needed space. For a year.

But I've moved on. I'm sure Cameron did too. If it weren't for Taylor, I probably wouldn't even be talking to Cam right now.

Thanks Taylor.

I looked at Cameron and he was staring at me.

"That jacket. Y-you still wear that?"

I looked down. I was wearing a black hoodie. But for some reason, I can't remember where I got from.

"I've had this hoodie for the longest time, I would never get tired of it."

Cameron smiled. "I got you that hoodie for our one year anniversary."

Flash back
"Try it on."

I put on the black hoodie that he got me and looked in the mirror.

"Cameron I love it."

"I'm glad you like it, happy one year Aaron."

He put his arms around my waist from behind and rested his chin on my shoulder.

"Did you get me anything?" He laughed.

"Oh my god I'm so sorry, I forgot."

He laughed again.

"That's okay, I already have you, and you're the greatest gift I could ever ask for."

"I'll make it up to you." I whispered.

He carried me to his room and closed the door.

End of flashback

"Sometimes, I even wear this when I go to sleep."

I saw a tear forming in his eye.

He quickly wiped it away.

"Aaron I've missed you."

"I missed you too Cameron."

Then he just let go. He started breaking down in front of me.

"You don't know how much I've hated myself for letting you go." He said while crying.

I held him close. "Shhh, it's okay Cameron, it's okay."

Cameron seems tough. And he really is. But everyone has feelings. And sometimes those feelings get the best of us.

When we were dating. We would always come crying to each other about a problem.

And it's happening again.

"I'm so fucking stupid. So fucking stupid!"

"Cameron stop calling yourself that, please."

"What the hell was I thinking!? I'm sorry Aaron I'm sorry!"

"Cameron, you did nothing wrong."

I was trying not to cry, but seeing Cameron like this, I just had to let some of the tears fall.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."

"You never did anything wrong Cameron. Stop being so hard on yourself."

I patted his back. And he sobbed in my arms. "Let it out Cameron, let it out. You'll feel better."

His sobs slowly died down until it was just him silently crying in my arms.

"I want to go to my room." He said quietly.

I pulled away and he stood up. "Can you come with me?"

I nodded my head. "Sure."

We walked to his room and we sat on the side of his bed. "I'm sorry for what happened back there."

"Don't be sorry."

It was silent.

"I haven't been on this bed for a while."

Cameron managed to let out a small laugh. "We would cuddle all the time."

"We still can." I'm just trying to make Cameron feel better. But I really do miss his arms around me.

"C'mon Cam. Let's cuddle. Just like old times.".

I laid beside him. And he slowly put his arms around me.

***
We've been cuddling for a while now.

"Shit. When do I have to drop you off?" He asked.

"Maybe we should go now." I answered.

Cameron grabbed his car keys. "Let's go."

We walked out onto his driveway and he started his car. "Can you just drop me off at Taylor's house?"

"Okay."

Cameron drove down the road in silence. We kept on driving for a few more minutes until we pulled into Taylor's neighborhood.

He parked in Taylor's driveway. "Alright, nice seeing you again...I guess."

I smiled at him and got out of his car. "See you later." I said.

He reversed out of the driveway and back onto the road. I waved goodbye.
I heard the door open then close. "Oh hey Aaron."

"Hi, can I sleepover again."

He nodded. "You practically live here."

Ever since the break up with Cameron, my mom suggested that I should hang out more with my friends. So that's why I always sleepover at Taylor's.

We grew pretty close this past year.

I walked into his house and crashed on the couch. "So how'd it go with Cameron?" He asked.

"We're progressing. I've missed seeing him in person."

"Well that's good. I can't believe you guys haven't talked to each other for a year."

"I can't either."

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