Comes In My Mind

"Mahal ko kasi sya eh"

We have just learn about Filipino values. One of that values catch my attention, it awake my sleepiness and tired to listen cause I have my own world in that time, and sinking what happen last night.
What an ironic. I just feel betrayed and feeling dumb. Funny yes haha so funny, Filipinos are very funny. For having a values like that. My teacher explain and bring a funny joke to us. Yes its effective, it makes my classmates laugh. But, except me.

"Haha oy charesse seriouso mo yata?"

I I plastered a fake smile and tried to laugh.

LoL. Makes me awkward that time. Like my classmates are like dying to laugh. But me is like dying in sadness. I Try to sink in. Try to understand. Try to understand my feelings. And try to understand him.

"What if?"
These two words. It always echo inside my head.

True love?
Forever?
Infinite love?
Love never dies?
Till death do us part?

May ganyan pa ba? Para sa mga taken at happy sa love life nila. Yan lagi ang sinasabi.

Walang forever. Mga taong bitter yan.

Eh? Para sakin anu? Walang boyfie since birth. Naniniwala sa romantic relationship. At loyal sa imaginary boyfriend. Sagotin nyu nga! Ang hirap.
Ou mahirap talaga. Kung pinalibotan kapa ng taong sawi, taong broken hearted, at taong iniwan para sa iba. Naniniwala kapa ba sa love kung ganyan?

And I think I will stop reading such love story pocketbooks and watching KDramas. I feel really dumb. Its like trust and just Hope that someone is coming for u in the right time.
Panu kung couple na. Break lng tapos hanap iba? Rebound guy lang ang peg?

Sabi nga nila trust lang tayo kai Papa God he will give us the right man like God give Eve to Adam.

So I follow and trust on it. Hope that he will give me the best man. That will never hurt my little heart that believe in forever.

-yRiaLcha2

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