Fallout (jatt fanfiction)

Chapter 1

Josh pov

I stumbled up to my apartment,another recording day over,but I knew it was wrong.nothing sounded right anymore,the music doesn't have that happiness that it used to back then,nothing for me is happy anymore.ive just started to give up and the boys try to help but it doesn't help,nothing does.Everyday more and more of me gives up and I get worst,nothing will help anymore.We started to lose fans and just slowly started to give up on playing,our fans don't believe anymore and it just seams now the boys are giving up on one person,me.

I grabbed a drink out of the fridge,all I had was alcohol now.i slowly slugged to my room and laid in bed.nothing felt right anymore,why bother staying here.i watched as the the world revolved normally outside while the darkness got thinker and soon a dreamless sleep fell upon me.sometimes I wish it would end.

Matt pov
I sighed and sat in the studio,since everything starting to let go it just feels weird to be here.i don't want to give up on josh but it seams like he given up on everything.mike and Ian said it might be the end of Marianas trench but I don't think that,I think we need a break.the fans have gotten smaller now and less shows.i don't want to let go but it just not the same.When we preform the happiness and joy that used to be there is gone,now it's just faking and broken hearts.

I worried about josh ever since he got back into all that bad stuff it's made him go deeper and deeper into the darkness.We make him go to clinics and everything but nothing helped,it seam to make it worst.He stopped singing and tweeting and now we never see him.He goes home every night drunk and high just to try and forget everything that's been happening,it breaks my heart.i want the old josh back,not the one there is now.He needs help and I'm gonna be that help!

Josh woke in the middle of the night with a rush of sickness.this was a normal routine for him now,so use to the poisons taking control and ruining everything.He thought it would help but it made him worst.Nothing seamed to change for him.Everything was breaking.He wished for a way out but the only one he thought of was death.