after a while or 4 hours of crying inside the car, and driving i tried to find a place to stay at. i didn't know where to go at this point. i thought about devins house but he would probably tell.
i turned my phone back on. i saw 103 missed calls from kevin. woah. then i saw daniels and it was at 67 missed calls. i decided to open kevins messages.
bestfriend🤑❤️- WHERE ARE YOU
bestfriend🤑❤️- SHAWTY IM WORRIED ABOUT YOU
bestfriend🤑❤️- bestfriend please...😔
bestfriend🤑❤️- im literally crying my eyes out...
bestfriend🤑❤️- i really hope your safe babygirl.
bestfriend🤑❤️- love you
bestfriend🤑❤️- CALL ME IF U NEED ME TO PICK U UP OR WHATEVER U NEED
bestfriend🤑❤️- please don't do anything stupid
bestfriend🤑❤️- he did a stupid mistake
bestfriend🤑❤️- you don't have to forgive him but don't go crazy over him
bestfriend🤑❤️- love you shawty
bestfriend🤑❤️- call me back as soon as you see this
AND SO MANY MORE NONSTOP MESSAGES...
i replied with "im okay, thanks for caring."
he answered when it was not even a full second after i sent it. he was going crazy.
bestfriend🤑❤️- OH THANK GOD i was so worried. do you need me to pick you up or something?
me- no im fine
bestfriend🤑❤️- where are you going to stay?? daniels home.
me- i don't know. inside the car maybe.
bestfriend🤑❤️- hail no. i ain't letting my bestfriend sleep inna car, where are you and ill drive when im there so you can rest.
me- im in front of jimmy's diner
bestfriend🤑❤️- gotchu shawty, im coming
me- okay
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i waited outside of the car for kevin to come and get me. he took about 5 minutes to get here. it looks like he's been running. i was about 10 blocks away. how tf he ran?
he ran and hugged me. like if he hadn't seen me in 5 years. he picked me up and spun me around.
it felt amazing. i put my head on the crook of his neck and started crying. i was hurt because of daniel. but also i appreciated all the love and support kevin gave me.
he didn't let me go until i stopped sobbing. he put me down and just stared at me close while caressing my cheek.
"don't cry babygirl, he didn't deserve you, you deserve better, you are an amazing young girl, don't cry over some boy that broke your heart for no reason." he said whispering close to my face trying to calm me.
he bear hugged me and held me so tight. i feel so safe. so loved. it was wonderful.
he finally let go and opened the car passenger door for me. i sat inside and waited for him. he went to the driver seat and sat. he drove to his house which wasn't to far in a car.
we went inside and went up to his room. i threw myself into the bed. still silently and softly crying. why was i so hurt?
no the real question why am i not good enough. he threw himself next to me and just rubbed my back. he layed his head on my upper back and his arm around my waist.
i knocked out. shockers, crying myself to sleep. over some boy.
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