Reality (fantasy came true book 2)

REALITY

I stared at myself in the mirror. I almost didn't recognize the girl in front of me.

She was skinny. She has dark bags under her eyes. Her hair was messy considering she hasn't done a lot of combing. Her skin was pale. The pinkish color of her lips disappeared and was replaced by a pale white color. The glow in her beautiful skin was drained. She looked tired. Frustrated. Broken. And hurt.

A tear made it's way out of my eyes as I look at myself.

I look horrible..

I wipe my tear before grabbing my towel and walked to the bathroom. I stripped my clothes off and hopped inside the shower turning the knob.

I wrap the towel over my hair and walked to my closet. I pull out peach colored shirt and blue rip jeans before walking out to my make up table.

Since I technically look like a zombie, decided to wear make up. I put my hair up in messy bun and fixed the small hairs sticking out on the sides before adding hair spray to hold it in.

After I'm done, I looked ta myself in the mirror. After two weeks of being caged in my own room, well, i coke out when its time to eat then go back to my room,this is the first time I'm going out of the house.

As I walk down the stairs I saw my parents sitting on the couch watching tv. When they notice me, my mother stood up from her seat and walk towards me.

"Sweetie, uhm where are you going?" She asked. There's this look on her face that says 'are you okay?' Or something.

"Just out.. I'll be back.." I said seriously. I walked towards my dad and kissed his cheek also my moms.

I walked out the door and breathe the fresh air that hit my face. Hmm, so relaxing.

I walked out the house and started walking to a nearby cafe.

I open the door and get inside walking towards the counter to order a cup of coffee before finding a seat next to the window and sat down.

My eyes roam the cafe. Not much people are in here, only a few teenagers and an old couple.

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My eyes stared at the old couple sharing a nice conversation with each other. They look so happy and in love. My eyes watered as I remember someone that my heart aches for.

Minutes later my coffee arrived and I thanked the waitress.

I opened my bag and pull out the notebook I have been writing on these past days. I flip open the notebook skimming through the pages where my hand writing was.

I stopped at am empty space and clicked my pen open and started writing.

...my mind flew to the memories of me and him laughing at each other while having a cup of coffee. I never thought that our love would end like this. It was unexpected. I am so tired of all the hurt. So tired of the tears. He doesn't need me anymore. He doesn't. love me like the way I do.

I ended my writing there as I saw something drop on the page and made it wet. That's when I realize I'm crying again.

I'm so tired of all the pain and tears. But no, crying doesn't mean you're weak,it means you are strong enough to let go..

And that's what I'll do. I'll let go. I'll wake up from this fantasy full of pain and open my eyes to reality.

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Heyy yooow! So here it is! So guys this is NOT the first chapter. I don't know what to call it but yeah. I'll be posting the first chapter soon. Heheh I know you guys missed me so here it is!,enjoy!

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