Getting What I Want

Chapter 1

"Would you ever do it?" asked Carrie again.

"I don't know, my parents would kill me if they found out." I answered truthfully but yet I was still unclear on what my answer was. I hope she won't notice my lack of clarity.

"C'mon" Alexa, would u ever have sex right now?" Carrie was now demanding for my answer.

"Carrie, we're 17 about to be 18, that's still young to have 'you-know-what', and you know what I think about having 'it' before marriage." I answered again with more of a clear definition.

"Would you?" I now asked her.

"My boyfriend is Harry Styles, who wouldn't?"

I raised my hand, I strictly forbid having sex before marriage because if I ever got an STD or I got pregnant, I would be dead. I wouldn't kill myself, but my parents would.

"This year, we're finding you a boyfriend that you will and would do anything for!" Carrie excitedly told me.

"Maybe I will, maybe I won't. If I do, I'm going to stick to my boundaries." I told her so she would be expecting how far I would go.

"We'll see, I got to go... School tomorrow." Said Carrie

"Okay, see ya, I'll walk you out." I told her.

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Later that night, as I lay in bed, I think of if I found someone I loved this year, would I have sex with them? If I had Harry Styles as a boyfriend would I have sex with him like Carrie? Harry's over her house right now, wonder what they're doing... NEVER MIND!!!! I do not want to think of what they're doing!!! Well, anyway, I'm tired of thinking about this stuff. Goodnight myself.

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That morning I felt myself thinking more and more about the conversation me and Carrie had. I think I would have sex if Harry was my boyfriend (okay, maybe fiancé).

"Your going to the party, right?" Carrie asked, me losing my train of thought.

"Really, Carrie? We were at school for not even 5 minutes, what party?" I answered with asking another question.

"Yes, your going! I'll pick you up at 8:00 o'clock on Friday!" Carrie replied while running to the class she was late for.

As I was standing by my locker realizing that I was late for class I noticed how cute Harry really was. The whole time I just wanted his shirt off. Oh my God?! What the hell am I doing? First off, he's my bestfriend's boyfriend and 2nd I shouldn't be thinking about someone naked. But he made eye contact with me and winked.