Getting What I Want

Chapter 4

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"Why should I wait?" I asked Harry.

"Because I like you, I like you so much! I know who your are and what you like because your always with Carrie and I've gotten to know you." Harry answered.

"Maybe I like you too, darn-it!" I raised my voice.

Harry leaned in for a kiss but I pushed him away. Why can't I do this? Carrie has done worse to me. -because it's not right, that's freaking why!

"What, Alexa? You said you may like me and this felt like the right moment." Harry explained.

"We're in the doorway of Red Robin, it does not feel right!" I was still raising my voice.

"Fine, I like you a lot. Let me know when your ready. I'll be waiting for you, I'll always be waiting." Harry finished.

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I was left in the doorway with what I think was a broken heart. But how do I know? I'm just a good, innocent girl. I thought about it and I really do know Harry, I know who he is, what he likes and so many other things! I do like him, I've liked him for more than three years, before he and Carrie even went out. Life just isn't fair.

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*MORNING-Thursday*

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"Sweetie, your gonna be late to school, get up!" I heard my mom say.

"Oh crap! What time is it?" I asked my mom.

"6:50!" My mom answered.

"I have 20 minutes! No way in hell and I going to make it on time!" I explained.

"Fine, instead of Carrie taking you to school, take your father's Lamborghini." My mom told me.

"Mom! Thats gonna get me too much attention. You know I hate that." I said.

"Would you rather walk?" My mom said impatiently.

"Fine, bye, gotta get ready!" I replied.

"Love you too, honey!" My mom said sarcastically.

"Love you too, Harry!" I replied.

"What?" My mom asks.

"Oh, gosh. I meant mom. Love you, mom! You know what I meant!" I replied giggling.

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For school, I decided to wear a sunflower silk blouse with white shorts. I have to say, I'm a bit of a fashionista! Harry will enjoy this.

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When I got to school, Carrie asked me to hang out and get our outfits ready for the party tomorrow night. Of course I said yes! I was so nervous thinking that she may find out about what Harry and I did. She didn't... yet!

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In math, Harry asked to move his seat next to mine. I didn't bother putting up a fight. When he got settled into his new seat, he started talking to me.

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"Will I see you at the party?" Harry interrogated me.

"I think." I answered sourly.

"Why can't we just go out and still be friends with Carrie?" Harry asked.

"Because Harry, that sounds like a fairy tale and life doesn't have any fairy tales." I replied.

"But they can, you know what? I may love you, Alexa Ryan, I just may love you." Harry stated.

"What the hell? You loved Carrie for two and a half years, now your loving me?" I said.

"I've always liked you, that's the reason I went out with Carrie, to get closer to you. I just ended up liking Carrie too." Harry explained.

The bell rang but I managed to get out the words-

"I'll see ya at the party, Styles."

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OH FRICK FRACK! it's about to get real! so, turns out the party is in the next chapter and the one after that also so hang in there! Love you guys sooo much! Like and comment please! And tell your friends or anyone really!

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Again, I LOOOOVE writing this but WARNING: in like a week, I'm gonna have to go away with no wifi or phone service for a week so i won't be able to post more but I will keep posting A LOT more until then. I may even get to chapter 15! Or 20?! ahh I'm so excited!

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ps love you as always! 😘💜

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