Chapter 1:
Its My Birthday today. My 17th birthday to be exact.
I do my usual routine, get out of bed, put clothes on, makeup, then eat breakfast. While I'm eating I check my phone for birthday wishes. I go to my Instagram, My Tumblr, My Facebook, My Twitter, then my Ask.fm. I scroll through my questions but one In particular stands out.
My Heart Drops. My knees shake, My hands sweat and my stomach feels queezy.
"Remeber Harry?"
I dropped my spoon, and I sit there and the whole world just stops for a few seconds. Then I was brought back to reality by my thoughts, who asked this?
There are three choices as to who asked this question: a bitch trying to mess with my feelings, one Of mine and Harry's mutual friends, or Harry. I don't even know how to respond. I can't just say "Oh I cried my self to sleep for three weeks after the split" or "Every thing reminds me of him, even a drinking fountain. Every post on instagram makes me want him back." and I most defineitly can't say "When ever it rains I think of our first kiss, and how he told me he loved me."
I don't want people to know I miss him like hell, and still go on his Instagram and creep on his pictures. I also don't want people to know that I'm the only one missing him out of us two. That I'm the only one who can't go a day without thinking about him because everything I see reminds me of him. He doesnt think of me. He doesn't miss me. He's moved on. He has another girl to kiss in the middle of the ocean, to cuddle on rainy days, to bake cookies for, to take goofy pictures with, to hold hands with during movies. And I'm stuck here, waiting for someone that I lost a long time ago.
It All started this last summer:
**Flashback**
"DING DING DING DING DING"
Ah the last day of school bell. The 'summer starts' bell.
"WO HO LETS GO SCHOOLS OUT SING ABOUT WOOOO" Some kid yells.
"Allieeeee!" My best friend says in a sing song voice.
"Mollyyy!" I sing back.
"I am so ready for summer. You. me. beach. boys." She says grinning.
"I cant wait! we leave tomorrow morning at 11. Remeber that!"
"I'm gonna pack tonight, so I'm gonna go!" She Claps her hands together and skips away.
Every summer since we were thirteen, My family and Molly's family would go to our beach house in California. It's a tradition. But this year isn't going to be the usual 'Boogie board and shop all summer' I can just feel it. This summer is going to be different. I'm going to be different. I'm not going to be the shy girl who stutters. I am going to take risks, make mistakes, kiss a boy for no reason.
I take no time to say good-bye to any of my other friends. I have all school year with them. Plus their faces anoy me because they remind me of school. Blah. And I need to pack!
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Hey Guys! So this is my New Story.
And tell your friends about this! Please make this one big!(:
and sorry for the short chapter, This was more of a intro than a chapter.
The way my story will be is, from now on it will be about Allie's summer. So it will mostly be in the past. It's going to be different but I'm excited!
