Megumi is alone in a closed room, a pen in her right hand and a clean paper at her desk. Her classmates was off buying snacks and some was playing weird things flying back and forth.
She just thought... Why distance makes friendship dies slowly? She just get back to her old self being left, the second option.
Maybe because, a friendship is formed with the closure for being so near with each other. Because friends thought friendship is nothing but shits to forget when time comes.
From a far, she saw Risa chatting with her crush outside. They seem close after place as as seatmate. Megumi thought.
Megumi scuffs wondering if Francis - Risa's crush will like her back. Risa has the annoying temper and the annoying voice Megumi once cursed with the wind.
At the corner under the mango tree, Yannie is with Kina laughing some bullshits and eating yellow puff thing and a juice from sachets stirred in water.
"Hey dude, what's with the long face?!" Jay tap Megumi's shoulder that wakes her to reality. "You're spacing again, like you have taken some marijuana!"
Jay probably takes Marijuana even once, he keeps talking about those shit of drugs! Megumi thought and smile trying to hide her mixed emotions.
"Dude, I may be silent but I love my healthy living and I am no interested with your so-called-bullshitting-drugs!" Megumi half joked and rolled her eyes.
"Well I am trying to endorse the product." Jay hissed and join his group of friends playing some unknown game. Megumi then felt alone and sobber.
Her eyes is burning but she kept her tears from falling - she can't let people see she's weak.
"Hey Megumi!" Isherah, another friend of her joins her uncertainty. Zeiss probably stop seeing with her and turns to Megumi for advice.
"What's up, Isherah!" Megumi sounds jolly to hid her suppressing depression.
"I am truly desperately incredibly want to strangle Zeiss to death! She's ignoring me since no shits knows! Geez!" Megumi knows that line. She seems memorize that stuffs and yelling of her friend.
Instead of hitting her in the head, she heaved an audible sigh and tap Isherah's shoulder. "You better learn being one who get pursued. It is not healthy that you're the only one keeping your friendship."
Both of them is having a death threats in my society! They keep bargaining shits through me! Megumi thought and give Isherah a faint smile. "And of course it is not good to slit your wrist! Geez, I swear to your shitty hard headed brain I am not going consider it next time!" Megumi yelled.
Megumi might be so harsh to her friends but deeply care for them. She lives a christian life that helps her to view life. And she hated the fact that Isherah slit her wrist!
