Ryan's POV
I wanted to say yes so badly but I ran away. I don't know why or what I was thinking and yes I know its a very stupid move but I panicked, I have only been in one other relationship and he broke my heart into a million pieces. I just don't want to get hurt again, especially by Channing Tatum. I ran and I ran until i was panting and out of breath then I saw this little coffee shop called Fat Cat.
I went inside and ordered a hot chocolate to clear my jumbled mind and sat down at one of the little tables, I stared out the picture glass window and watched the snow fall lightly to the ground as I thought about Channing and how embarrassed he must feel right now! he asked me out in front of the entire city and I just ran! its not my fault I have trust issues.
As I'm deep in thought of how I fucked up any chance I have or had with one of the most sexiest and most amazing guys in the world I hear the little bell above the little shop door ring and a gust of the cold New York winter air hit me in the face. As I turn to look at who came into the little shop I cant believe my eyes! standing in front of my is a panting out of breath beat red from the cold Channing Tatum!
OMG! he ran after me...that is one of the sweetest things anyone has ever done for me! nobody has ever ran after me before so he must really like to to do that, once he catches his breath he come over and sits next to me but doesn't say a word only looks me straight into my eyes as if hes staring into my very soul. the look on his face tells me hes trying to figure out what to say.
"why did you run away?" he asked
"I don't know I just freaked out, I don't think I'm ready for a relationship right now" I tell him. its the truth because as much as I like Channing I'm not ready for a relationship cause of what happened to me in the past, I know Channing might be different and he might treat me better and love me I just don't think I'm ready and if I'm not ready I don't want to hurt Channing. If I did that I would never be able to live with myself.
"can we just be friends?" he replied. Ughhhh I know whenever a guy says he want to be "friends" hes lying and just wants a little something more if you know what I mean... but I say something crazy that I'll probably regret ever saying "yes we can be friends".
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