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It was only 2 o'clock but I was already starting to get ready for my date with Harry tonight, even though he's not picking me up till five. I haven't got a clue of what we're doing but he said a something more casual would be appropriate. Which was absolutely fine with me. I'm not brave enough to even try and look good in something extravagant. It's not me.

After he asked me out on a date Levi woke up and they left to go buy everyone some not burned breakfast. We all sat together in the movie room watching bob's burgers and just enjoying the Sunday morning even though most of us had bad hangovers.

I don't know what to expect of from tonight. In all honesty Harry and I haven't even known each other for more than 7 months. I feel like I know him well enough but I also feel like I barely know him at all.

I think I like the idea of that. It just leaves this deep curiosity between us. I don't know anything and it makes me want to know everything, but then again I love that mystery. I love being able to find out all sorts of things about someone, it just makes them more desirable to me. Being able to know that someone trusts you with their biggest secrets, or even the smallest quirks that they hate, but you love. Well, that's just one of the best feelings in the world to me. It might not make sense to everyone but I find it quite ideal.

After about two hours I finally decided that I was ready. I had my hair in two french braids that finally reached my mid-back. It had taken forever for my hair to grow back after I cut it that one time so I'm glad. I had on a navy/midnight blueish color sweater and skinny black jeans, the sweater was completely loose so I didn't have to worry about if my chubs were hanging out. I also had on a pair of those Jesus-roman time sandals.

Now I'm nervous. What if I dressed to fancy? Is this even fancy? Or what if he looks at it and thinks that I'm not trying to look decent on this date. OR what if he thinks I'm actually trying to hard?

This is making my head hurt, I need to think about something else. It's four-thirty so he should be here soon. Maybe I'll just talk to one of my friends, they always seem to know how to calm me down.

As I walk out of my room I notice not many people are home, it's too quiet. I think Sabrina and Zayn went out with some friend of Zayn's and his girlfriend and the rest of the girls went out shopping.

"Winning that ticket was the best thing that ever happened to me. It brought me to you. And I'm thankful, Rose. I'm thankful. You must do me this honor...promise me you will survive....that you will never give up...no matter what happens...no matter how hopeless...promise me now, and never let go of that promise." A whisper sounded from behind Natalie's room. She's watching titanic, again.

"I promise."

3..

"Never let go."

2..

"I promise. I will never let go, Jack. I'll never let go."

1..

"WHY ROSE WHY. THERE WAS ENOUGH ROOM ON THAT FUCKING DOOR FOR THE BOTH OF YOU. WHY ROSE. I DON'T I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND." Then the crying. I don't know why she watched the movie if it always made her cry, but it was her favorite so I guess I could understand. I slowly started making my way into the room without her noticing. "I fucking hate this movie..."

"BOO!"

"AAGGHHH, JESUS CHRIST WHAT THE HELL SELENA. I SWEAR TO GOD IF I WASNT UNDER A THOUSAND BLANKETS RIGHT NOW I'D STRANGLE YOU WITH A FUCKING TAMPON AND THEN SHOVE YOU INTO A COFFIN. " She screamed right back. Yes, this is my bestfriend.

"Only if you leave me with hot cheetos."

"I would never leave you without hot cheetos. Jesus I'm crazy but not morbid." She countered. I sat on the other side of her bed, watching her stuff countless amounts of different salty and sweet foods. I really don't know how she's managed to stay so thin. She literally has the body of a model but eats like a sumo wrestler.

"Well I appreciate that." I grabbed a blanket and laid down on my stomach watching her pick another movie on the ps4. "Aren't you supposed to be at work?"

"Technically I am, but I also just moved in and need time to settle and get used to this new life."

"You moved in almost 4 months ago."

"Well I guess adjusting is harder than I thought."
I gave her a blank stare about to tell her that i'll hang her off the side of the building if she dosent pay her rent, but a knock caught my attention. I jumped out of bed and ran to the door.

"DON'T FORGET THE CONDOMS!" Natalie yelled.

"You're a fucking PRICK" I kindly yelled back.

The nerves in my body were building and I don't know how I was going to keep them at bay. This date was the most exciting thing to happen to me since I got my apartment in New York. As I opened the door there he was, wow.

Dressed in all black. Tight jeans and a button up shirt making me think how he'd look with it all off. Okay, thats enough.


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