I've cried
I've lumbered
I sighed
I wondered
What would be like to come out
How would they treat me
My head is filling with doubt
Suicidal thoughts haunt me
My friends have worried about me
I haven't slept for two days
They say that I am different
And I agree
I notice I'm crying
But only in my head
I've had these weird feelings lately
All of these I've never had
Something new and exotic
But it doesn't suit my needs
I feel myself changing
But not in a good way
I'm trying to avoid friends
And just dying all day
I feel I'm changing
Am I going crazy inside
I've stared at my demons
In a game of Russian roulette
The knife is cruel and tempting
When it rides down my cold skin
I notice I'm changing inside
And there's nothing I can do
|~~•~~~I hope you guys like it this is me currently. I can only write it since my friends just can't help me.~~°~~~|
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i fear im losing it
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