Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you. You truly don't deserve me, but I can't stay away and I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I hate that i still remember what color your eyes were and I hate that i still can taste you on my lips from when we would make out for hours and stop for not even a mere minute to gaze into each others eyes with small smiles on our faces. I hate that i can still here your mom knocking on your bedroom door and you yelling back "I'm busy!" while I'm in your lap giggling. I hate that I still clutch my left hand hoping to feel yours but I don't, instead all I can feel is the pain from my finger nails digging into my skin searching for your hand to grasp but I never find it. I never do and I truly can't stand it. I also hate how easily you affected me and how I still need you. What i truly hate the most is that I love you . I love you, I love you and I love you.
[ A/N this is my journal entry! if you are gonna use it please give me credit @radbutttsad//wattpad :). ]
ily, jane.
YOU ARE READING
your gone and im lonely // heartbroken
PoetryIf you have gotten your heart broken by someone who said they cared then here is the right place, your not alone and whoever hurt you doesn't deserve your beautiful soul.