journal entry 1.

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Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you. You truly don't deserve me, but I can't stay away and I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I hate that i still remember what color your eyes were and I hate that i still can taste you on my lips from when we would make out for hours and stop for not even a mere minute to gaze into each others eyes with small smiles on our faces. I hate that i can still here your mom knocking on your bedroom door and you yelling back "I'm busy!" while I'm in your lap giggling. I hate that I still clutch my left hand hoping to feel yours but I don't, instead all I can feel is the pain from my finger nails digging into my skin searching for your hand to grasp but I never find it. I never do and I truly can't stand it. I also hate how easily you affected me and how I still need you. What i truly hate the most is that I love you . I love you, I love you and I love you.

[ A/N this is my journal entry! if you are gonna use it please give me credit @radbutttsad//wattpad :). ]

ily, jane.

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