I am shannon

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I'm Shannon, a 23 year old idiot who can party hard. I'm one of those people that you would consider a "slut". I sleep around a lot I guess, it's not like an everyday thing. It's just like a couple of people on the weekend. People don't come to me for anything . 1: because I'm not the best and 2: because I have a life. I spend most of my days hanging with my best friends Ally, but when I'm not with her I'm probably thinking about cammie, ally's sisters girlfriend. She's gorgeous. I want to be with her I want to come home and see her there, I want to know how her day went, I want to lay down next to her and kiss her cheeks and just be with her, but I DEFINITELY don't want to be her girlfriend. I've never dated anyone for longer than like 3 weeks. Plus she's happy with Stevie and I wouldn't want to pull them away from each other.

CHAPTER 1

I wake up in a bed that's not mine. My clothes are scattered around the floor. As soon as I try to get up a girl clings on to my arm.

"Don't go baby." The girl says.

Baby! What! I didn't sign up for baby!

"Sorry Sweetums, but I got to go." I say trying to detach her from my arm.

"Okay bye bye Shannon babe."

"Bye bye...."

Wait what was her name!?

"Cindy?"

"Are you playing a game?" She says wrapping a blanket around her chest.

"Yeah I sure am Cindy. Copy, paste, and saved." I say

"Wait did you seriously forgot my name?" Now she doesn't sound all lovey dovey.

"No Cindy of course not!" I start gathering up my clothes

"My names not Cindy its Caitlyn!" She covers up

"Oh no Caitlyn don't cover up." I start sliding on my clothes and text ally.

"I knew you didn't forget my name."

"I would never."

"Come here.." She waves for me to come over.

We make out for a while then my phone dings with a message from ally.

"Okay now I really gotta go." Say taking my face away from hers

"Okay bye Shan." She says still rubbing my cheek.

I stand up and finish grabbing my clothes.

"Bye Cindy." I say shutting her door

"It's Caitlyn!" She yells as I run out her front door.

I see ally in her truck smoking a cigarette and the music blaring of course it's her own. I put my stuff in the back of her truck and hop in her truck.

"Ally turn this trash off and put in some real music." I joke turning on hell of a girl by grace.

"Oh ha-ha." Ally says sarcastically while driving away. "What was this ones name?"

"I don't know like Kristen or something." I say finishing getting dressed.

"Ugh dude here!" Ally says handing me tic-tacs and perfume "you smell like booze, cigarettes, and worst of all slut." I chuckle

"so what I'll just shower when I get home."

"No we're going to Stevie's."

"Will cammie be there?" I say spraying myself with perfume

"Probably...they're dating Shannon."

I roll my eyes and stop talking.
Once we get there all throws her cigarette on the ground and puts a mint in her mouth. We walk up to the door and before we open it we hear screaming. It's to loud to understand and it sounds like it's only Stevie screaming. Ally tells me to stay here and she opens the door, the screaming stops and cammie walks out of the door with a hand print on her face.

"Hey cam are you okay?" I ask a bit concerned

"Yeah I'm okay, I just did something wrong and Stevie got upset. It was my fault." She says defensive

"Cammie she shouldn't be hitting you." I tell her a little pissed off

"It's okay Shannon, it was my fault okay."

I nod. Ally walks back out and tells us to come back inside. Stevie's at the table and I glare at her.

"So Shannon what was this ones name." Stevie says taking a swig of beer

"What're you talking about?" I didn't want cammie to think I was a total player

"Oh shut up Shannon I've never seen that sweatshirt before in my life its definitely not yours. Plus you smell like booze and when you drink it always leads to something bad."

"Fine you got me her name was....Cathy?"

"Go take a shower." Stevie chuckles "cammie get her some clothes and a towel."

Cammie nods and takes me into the bathroom. She turns the shower on for me then goes to get clothes for me. I start undressing until I'm in my bra and panties. Cammie walks back in and looks at me up and down and I smirk.

"Sorry I didn't....here are some clothes." She covers her eyes with her hand and her cheeks turn bright red.

"Thanks." I laugh and take the clothes.

They smell like her.
I finish taking a shower and get dressed putting my old clothes in Stevie and cams laundry room. I walk into the living room with my hair put up in a towel, cammies sitting on the couch while ally and Stevie are on the porch smoking. I sit next to cammie.

"Hey, thanks for the clothes." I say and she just nods starring out the window. "She shouldn't treat you like that. You know like you're her slave. It's not what you deserve." Again she nods but then she breaks down in her lap. I pull her into me and now she's crying on my shoulder. I don't say anything else I just run her back and try to comfort her.
She stops crying, she looks up at me with her eyes full of tears.

"Sorry." She says wiping her nose

"Don't apologize for that, apologize to yourself for letting yourself be treated this way." I tell her

"Shannon...sometimes we accept the love we think we deserve."

"You need to start accepting the love you DO deserve."

"Then why do you sleep around?"

"Because I don't deserve love cammie. You do." I kiss her cheek then I tell ally that I want to go, I sit and wait in her truck until she comes out.
I don't say anything in the car ride home.

-----end of chapter-----
Okay so new book hope you guys like the little twist I added to this.

-Alyssa

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