Kuroken: Pills for Pain

The Morning

~Kenma~
I woke up surprisingly early for it being the summer, well when i checked my phone it said 9:00 which is early for me. I looked over to the other side of the bed and saw that Kuroo was still asleep. He always looks so peaceful and handsome while hes sleeping, if only he would keep his mouth shut sometimes then he'd always be peaceful and handsome. I looked back down at my phone after feeling it buzz twice, a text from my mother... "You have an appointment with a therapist, its time to get yourself together". Sighing i put down my phone and place my head in my hands, why cant they just accept me... What did i do that was so wrong. I feel my eyes start to well up and i quickly get up and go into the bathroom. I cant let Kuroo see me crying not first thing in the morning at least. Slowly i lower myself onto the floor and dread the day to come. I will probably have to go out in public with Kuroo to buy a few things and maybe be dragged to a gathering for volley ball. I wonder if it would just be easier to tell him that i dont like it...

~Kuroo~
I woke up when i heard the sound of a door slamming shut, i wonder if Kenma got sick maybe i should go grab him some medicine. Sitting up and rubbing my eyes i yawn and check the time; 9:07. Its rather early so there has to be a reason for him to be awake. I hear a phone go off and check mine, nothing. I look over and see Kenma's phone lit up, reaching over i grab his phone and bring it to me reading the contents. A text message from his mother and she doesnt sound too happy. I put his phone back where i got it and swing my legs over the edge of the bed and get up. Stretching i walk over to the bathroom door and knock. "Kenma are you feeling okay? Do you need medicine?" I ask, "No im fine just uh had to go to the bathroom" he replies slowly...strange. I stay by the door listening for a little bit and hear nothing, shrugging i walk back over to our bed lay back down. Maybe i can get some more sleep in.

~Kenma~
Kuroo didnt ask to many questions or pester me too much luckily. I open the drawer and place the razor blade back under all of my stuff, hiding it. Looking down at my arms I grow frustrated with how easily i let myself cut with even the smallest most pathetic reason. But i cant help it, there is no way i can talk to Kuroo about this. I pull my sleeves down and stand up unlocking the door as i get up, i glance at the mirror and collect myself then i walk out and crawl back into bed next to Kuroo. He looks at me as a lay down facing him. "Better?" He asks me in that soothing low voice of his, I take a deep breath and reply "Better".