so we just lost our car. our only car. it's 2 months till Christmas. I hope I get a job soon. Yes it's not my part to help but I really want to help. I'm tired of never being able to afford anything. it makes me so depressed. I wish I could go to sleep and wake up and all this be better. Why does this happen to my family? I really want to help my family. I won't ask for money Friday evening. I'll just not eat. I can go one night without eating. in reality I should. *sigh*
