Finally Opening Up

Not Tonight

A/N-Thanks for the reads and vote from fezinho345  There might be a couple of spoilers for the movie Hush.

"I know Johnny. It's just that I don't know how to open up. Not many people like hearing about my past. I don't want to ruin our dinner tonight and I just met you. I want to know I can trust you. Don't take it personal." I tell him looking into his eyes. I hope he doesn't think bad of me.

"Rosaline I respect your decision. I also have to open up to you if I wanna be with you." What he just said startled me. I've I dated many guys, but I didn't feel many where worth it and not many cared for my feeling. "I find you very attractive and I don't wanna blow my chances. Lets just do small talk and talk about our jobs. I hope you like the food." He winks at me and I can't help but smile at him.

"So Johnny how long have you been a chef?" I ask him curious because he don't look like the chef type.

"What I don't look like a chef?" He ask me. I feel like he just read my mind. "I finished culinary school at 24 and since I knew a couple of chefs I got jobs, earned a lot of money by age 29 and opened a cooking business since then." Wow he has gotten far by opening many businesses. 

"Wait how old are you?" I feel like I am way older than him.

"I'm 35. I don't mean to be rude but how old are YOU?" he emphasis the last word. 

"Don't worry I won't go crazy like other women when you ask about their age." I chuckle. Eww why did I chuckle, but he laughs with me. "I'm 32."

"Wow you don't look a day over 29. I mean you look beautiful. While I wish I looked younger." He gawks me with his amazing blue eyes. I slightly laugh. 

"Well Johnny thank you. And you aren't old looking you are very handsome." What I really wanna say is you look so damn fucking sexy Johnny. Just watching you eat is making me wet. I think to myself. Damn no guy has gotten this reaction out of me. I can't wait to go to the beach tomorrow with him.

"Thank you Rosaline. I see you already finished your food. I made dessert wait here." He takes his and my plate. I hadn't noticed that I had finished all my food. From the first bite it was amazing. I couldn't stop looking at him eat. The way he would wrap his mouth around the fork had me so wet. I could just imagine his tongue licking my pu-

"I hope you like Raspberry and Chocolate Panini's. Are you ok you look a bit flustered?" he asks me. I flush even more. He caught me thinking about him doing sexual things to me. 

"Yea sorry. Raspberry and Chocolate Panini's sound amazing." I tell him avoiding his gaze. 

"OK then. Well would you like to watch a movie in the living room? The dessert is there." he ask me a little confused. Great now I made things awkward. Should I leave? It's barely been 30 minutes. I decide on staying. I fallow him into the living room and sit on one side of the couch and he sits on the other side. So I did make things awkward. Gosh your so stupid Rosaline. I wish I cut pull my feet up to the couch but I'm wearing a dress and this isn't my house.

"You can grab dessert while I look for a movie. What types of movies do you like?" He looks back at me as he walks up to the table to get the control.

"Well I like horror, romance, and comedy. What would you like to see?" I ask him praying he doesn't put on a romantic movie. 

"Lets see a horror movie. I love them." he tells me and comes back down to sit almost next to me. "Well I haven't seen Hush yet, lets watch that."

"Sure." Feeling a little uncomfortable with my outfit now. I try pulling it down a little since its chilly in his house.