I woke up at around 6 from the sound of my phone going off, it was Jack. I grabbed my phone and went down to the lobby and answered "hey jack is everything okay" I asked all I could hear was him sniffling "she's gone" he said, I could hear the hurt in his voice has he spoke "omg Jack, I'm so sorry, try stay strong I know this is going to be extremely" I replied "I know I just really wanted to hear your voice, I think I have gotten all my tears out" he said "aw Jack I just wanna give you the biggest hug" I said getting emotional yeah I never knew his mum but it is still extremely sad "can you please tell the other I can't pare to tell everyone else I would rather you tell them" he said "are you sure" I question "yes Ava please" he said "okay sure I will" I said "I really miss you" I added "I miss you more" he said, out of the corner of my eye I can see Nash and Cameron walking down "Jack I am really really sorry but Cameron and Nash are coming over I will call you later" I whispered so they didn't hear "okay bye Ava" he said. "What's wrong?" Cameron said running to my side "jacks mum, she's gone" I said looking down "aw the poor thing" Nash said as they both hugged me "should I call him ?" Cameron asked "no he said that he couldn't bare to talk to anyone" I said.
•••
Deze afbeelding leeft onze inhoudsrichtlijnen niet na. Verwijder de afbeelding of upload een andere om verder te gaan met publiceren.
Although I an heartbroken for Jack I still need to get ready for my first performance I am terrified and I just want Jack :( "Ava want are you gonna singgggg" Matt said as he jumped on my back "owe Matt get of me" I sheik "aw I'm sorry" Matt said with puppy dog eyes, I just laughed " hmm I was think of singing pretty hurts by Beyoncé" I said "yes omg that would be amazingggg !!! " Matt yelled being all weird hehe I love when Matt is like this. Jessica and Cara walked in to the hotel room and Matt obviously ran up to Jessica and stuck his tongue down her throat idk why but I felt kinda jealous, probably just because I miss Jack. "Cara I need your help on what to wear it needs to be perfect" I said pulling her into the bathroom showing her the outfit I had planned out "that is gonna look so hot !!" Cara yelled hugging me " okay thank good you like it" I said feeling less nervous.
•••
5 minutes before my performance I am so scared I think I am going to pass out "omg Ava just breathe your gonna do amazing" Matt said giving me a hug "thanks Matt" I said flashing a fake smile "Next up issssssss Ava Dallassssss" Cameron and Nash yelled out since they are doing the announcing "hi I'm Ava, I am so happy to be hear I hope you enjoy" I say with a big smile as I walked into the stage the crowd was cheering there was so many people I started to really freak out but I took 2 deep breaths and calmed myself and started " Mama said, you're a pretty girl What's in your head it doesn't matter Brush your hair, fix your teeth What you wear is all that matters" after I started I felt more confident and relaxed "Just another stage Pageant the pain away This time I'm gonna take the crown Without falling down, down Pretty hurts Shine the light on whatever's worse Perfection is the disease of a nation Pretty hurts Shine the light on whatever's worse Tryna fix something But you can't fix what you can't see It's the soul that needs the the surging (cut out half the song) Are you happy with yourself It's just a way to masquerade The illusion has been shed Are you happy with yourself Are you happy with yourself Yes" i finished and I crowd went absolutely crazy "thank you" I yelled and I ran off stage. I looked down the steps and saw Jack standing their smiling I ran and jumped in his arms giving him the biggest hug ever, lucky we were alone so I grabbed his cheek pushing out lips together causing a make out, God I missed him.
