crush believe

chapter 1

it was year 8 when I first started talking to him. He was just so sweet and caring.

me and my group of friends were standing by his friends. that just started my 3 year romance. I wish. I havnt spoken to him since year 10 im now in my last year of school im 18 and havnt spoken to him gosh what am I like

Im not popular at school but I dont really care as I have my amazing group of friends to get me by. me and my friends would be with raegan and his but once year 9 started we stopped hanging with each other I never knew why. but it hurt as I was finally getting close to raegan.

"re wake up sweetie" I heard my mother trying to wake me up from my slumber. no just leave me to sleep I cannot deal with waking up right now. jeesus.
"renesmae ariana smith wake up now you are going to be late for school" this made me get up.

I ran into my en suite loo and had a shower. I came out and loosly curled my hair. I put miminal makeup on and black jeans with a flowy flowery shirt. I grabbed and apple and ran out to my car.

my car. I am In love with my car like seriously. It's a 1967 chevy impala black and honestly this is my most prized possession besides my cat opal.

I started to drive to school when I got a call from my bezie àni. "hey" " hi can u pic me up ree please " " sure be ten minuets".

I got to ani's about ten minuets after and she ran out wearing a black and blue dress it was georgeous.

"hey so here we go another day ".
me and ani were really close she helped me look at my crush raegan and I helped her look at hers. raegans friend amaan. we were a match made in heaven.

I pulled up to the school parking lot a few minuets later and cut the engine. we both had double english this morning but were in different classes. so we went our seperate ways.

I love english. not the subject just the fact I see raegan. true I havnt spoke to him in forever but I can still look.

" so class we are all going to be given a project that you will complete over four weeks. before any one asks we will be picking your partners for you. they will be revealed tomorrow. now on with the lesson"

whenever this happens I always pray that I can work with raegan but it never happens. fingers crossed for this time.

the bell rang signaling the end of english and time for break.

I walked into the dining room and see my friends sitting in our usual table. there was rosie. she was kind of outgoing but she was so pretty. she was the make up artist of us all and then there was beth. She's also pretty and a goth. I love her dress sense though so lovely.
break finished and I walked to math with rosie.

math was a bore like always but it passed finnally and I walked towards form. as I was going I heard someone call me so I turned around to see the one and only alliyah.

" awh hi rene. hows if going sweetiepie" " one its renesmae and two what are you after."

you might think im a complete bitch but you dont know what she's like shes a horrid person to me.

" awh well I just wanted to ask you what the heck are you doing thinking you would look nice I those clothes. trying to impress someone? well let me tell you honey its not working."
" not trying to impress anyone alliyah I dont wake up every day truing to get the aproval off people unlike you. now run along and go to form bye" with that she glared at me and left.

I held in my tears as I walked away. I felt the tears coming so I began to run to the toilet holding my maths books and thousands of peices of paper. her remarks hurt me she has done this to me every day for four years.

as the tears began to well up I couldn't see much. I ran into a hard thing. a chest dropping everything i had in my hands to the floor.I looked up to see who was towering over me. just to see the one and only. raegan.