An Alpha?

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I like how this story is going do far

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I slowly stretched out grinning that was the best, mmm those lips were amazing,

The door opened letting in my very attractive mate with a pile of food wait no mountain of food on a plate "food for my little girl" he said closing the door and putting the plate on my lap...I was staring at the food, there is no way I can eat all that. I mean before my parents were killed and before my alpha went fucking crazy I could eat all of that and more but now? I had a serious problem and the amount of food on the plate was not helping me.

'Flash back'

"Eat it, all of it. Now! Bitch eat it!"

I flinched at my alphas words, after his mate had died he went crazy he chose me to pick on because I looked the most like her

"Alpha please I can't eat all of this" I said bowing my head

"Eat it you little whore, all of it"

His voice was harsh and commanding

Slowly I picked up the fork as I put some in my mouth chewing slowly

"Faster whore" be growled picking up some food and shoving it I my mouth, I was choking and tears were silently crawling down my cheeks "swallow it, swallow it all" I was choking but I managed to swallow.

He grabbed my hair and drug me into the bathroom pushing me over the toilet "put your fingers down your throat whore, make your self puke" I just stared at the toilet before me crying. He grabbed my hair and shove his fingers down my throat till I puked, I puked until I had nothing left "useless slut" tossing me to the floor

'Present'

I was snapped back to the present, shit I hadn't had a flashback since the one in the tree. Jeez I need to work on that. "Is there something wrong? Do you not like this food? I can get you more? Or something else?" He sounded worried

I shook my head "no no this is fine, thanks" I was frozen staring at the food "are you sure?" He asked stroking my hand. I nodded pulling at the shirt I had out on when he was getting the food, "I'm good" I picked up the fork and ate it slowly, chewing the food was tasteless in my mouth, I felt like I was chewing cardboard. I looked down at the plate when my fork had hit the bottom, I had eaten all of it!? I pushed the plate off my lap as Asher looked at me he looked puzzled "are you okay? Was I to rough with you? I'm sorry if I hurt you!" He babbled

I looked at him "I'm fine Asher" I said coldly, the warm after feeling from my orgasm had left a long time ago

"I need to be alone Asher" I said staring at the bathroom door.

He blinked in shock "baby what did I do? I'm sorry? Please!" He begged "don't leave me," he said grabbing my hand

I looked down at his hand in mine. Pulling it out of his grasp.

"I need to be alone for a bit Asher, I'm not leaving, i just need to be alone" the bathroom was calling to me.

He probably looked hurt but I was staring at the bathroom door "I'll be in my office downstairs If you need me" he said his voice was distant

"Close the door behind you please" my voice was distant

He got up from the bed and closed the door behind him, I heard his feet clomping down the stairs, I stood up and crossed to the bedroom door slowly clicking the lock. Then crossing to the bathroom and pulling the door towards me the handle seemed to burn into my hand. I knew I should stop. Distantly my wolf was trying to contact me but she seemed to far away.