Trapped By Love

Sam's Pov

The light in her eyes was one of the many beautiful qualities that I loved about her, watching her lose it was one of  the hardest things I've ever had to witness.. She wasn't her, someone who she thought loved her the same as she loved him , took her for granted but not only did he do that but he also took the light in her eyes like it was His. The light was her happiness, her love, her passion, and her emotion... What makes it worse is that I know the boy that did this to her... Sadly I was that boy, I took it from her I took what was keeping her from falling apart and now all that's left inside her eyes is dullness and I have to live knowing the fact that because of me she is no longer that girl I met in the halls or the girl I used to pick up to go on dates or the girl who would sing along with the radio, she was someone I didn't recognize and it's all because I couldn't realize what she was worth or that she was more then just a girl to have fun with she was special and now she goes on with her life with an aching pain in her heart, She's guarded, she's scared  to let herself love again, she's broken, she's afraid ,she's not herself anymore, she's lost and doesn't love herself like she used to and I'm the one to blame.