Amanda's Pov

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There are people in this world that all they do is love unconditionally no matter what the circumstance, I am one of those people, one downside to always loving is the fear of getting hurt or left behind... I Amanda green am at the point in my life where I'm not a kid anymore I no longer want to be afraid of the dark or the monsters under my bed. The monsters under my bed are nearly just a representation of the demons under my skin.  I am tired of feeling afraid of the dark, or in this case loving the wrong people. I used to have this light that burned  deep inside me it shined through my eyes  and this boy without even realizing what he was doing, blew  it out. I am no longer that girl who I was. I am dull, broken, and empty I was just a pawn in his game. I wasn't special to him nor was i meant in his book of life I was only worth a chapter to him.. When he was worth so much more to me.. I want to hate him but sadly I don't hate him, I hate myself for letting me fall for something I knew was wrong in the first place. I want to blame him for what has happened, For who I am today but I can't because I am the one to blame.

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