"i'm sorry my daughter, i love you." that was my father's last word to me when i was a baby. Thogh i don't remember but that's what my nanny said when he left me to her. My mom is in another country for work.
After his duty to the army he came and visit me.
"dad i missed you so much!" i said cheerfully.
"baby! You've grown bigger since i last saw you about 8 months ago" he said as i see a tears of joy in is eye.
But i didn't know it that time so i asked, "why are you crying dad? Is something wrong? Are you hurt?" questions came out on my mouth.
"no, i'm just so happy i see you again." he said wiping the tears.
"come on dad! Lets go inside i have lots of things to tell you about what happened here." i said as i pull him inside the house.
We ate dinner and chat for a long time. Several hours passed and we got tired, so we go to bed.
"dad?" i said.
"yes baby?" he said smiling at me.
"can i sleep by your side?" i asked.
"sure." he said looking really tired.
I went over the bed and lay down. "i missed you so much dad." i said as my eyelids shuts.
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The next day that i wake up. I was shocked that i didn't saw my dad on my side. I walked around the house while crying. I saw him in the kitchen, with his apron.
"good morning my little angel. Why are you crying?" he said as he puts the plate with bacon and eggs on it in the table.
"i thought you leaved me again." i said feeling tears running in my cheek.
He came near me and wiped my tears. "don't cry.. I wont leave you." he said. From that morning we bond together. We go to places that we used to go to.
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Three days later.
I woke and didn't see im again in my side. I run all over the house, i first go to the kitchen thinking he might be there cooking breakfast again. But his not there, i run then when i came to the living room my nanny was there.
Tears run to my face, "where's my dad?!" i yelled.
"he had to left angel, he has to work." she said calming me.
"but he said he'll never leave me." i said.
"he said to me to say sorry to you, so don't be angry." she said
I went to school everyday so i forgot that my father isn't here, because my friends would always make happy.
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1 year and 2 months later.
" he haven' t visiting danna?" i said to my nanny.
" no angel, but you can text him if you waant. The past few months his been texting me to check up on you." she said smiling at me.
"why did't you tell me?" i shouted.
"because your father say so. You should understand." she said calmly.
I stopped arguing with her and texted my father.
"dad it's me angel. Why haven't you come home? I missed you so much. At school i have a great grades and i'm an honored student. How are you there? I love you dad, reply to me soon if you have time." i said to him and sended him the text.
A munite or two my father replied.
*this is not your father, his dead.* the texter said as i continued to read *i'm the one who killed him and took his phone.*
Maybe his a psycho because he said that but my tears run to my cheeks. "dad!!" i cried.
After one day
My nanny and i watch the news. It is really true my fether is dead. But not because of the war. His been holdapped and trettend that they have me and they would kill me if he didn't give them what he want. That's what according to the witness.
My father died holding a doll for me. It has a card inside the dress of the doll.
Saying.. "I love you my sweet little angel. Always be good if daddy's not around."
