I hate it. I hate childish and petty fights, especially when it happens for no reason and when it happens so frequently. I know that each and everyone of us has flaws, and that nobody's perfect, but being so childish and being so unreasonable is so irritating. I understand that petty fights are usually part of a relationship, whatever relationship you are in. Petty fights with girl friends, boy friends, family, relatives, acquaintances, friends, or with your significant special someone is normal, but having those every single day without any particular reason is so frustrating.
I'm talking about this girl friend of mine. I know that she's younger than me, and that she has a weird attitude and I respect that. But now, I'm kinda hating her for being so stubborn and unreasonable. I respect that she always wants to talk about herself, I always lend an ear. I respect that she flaunts all the guys who shows interest in her, it's none of my business to meddle with that. I respect that sometimes she's more moody than usual, 'cause I'm a girl as well, and I know what happens when that time of the month comes. I tried to understand her whenever she argues with me over silly little things, but now, she's being too much. We were fine a moment ago, then she suddenly hates me for ... I dunno. I haven't done anything or said anything to make her mad or something. Then she embarrass me in front of our workmates, and tells that I'm too stubborn and says that I always make mistakes that make her mad or that I'm too annoying. Like, what the hell? I haven't even done or said anything. Is she bipolar or something? I hate when she acts that way. I'm so tired of understanding her. I'm so tired. I just want to make myself disappear. Maybe that way, she'll realize her faults. I hate her attitude. I hate it so much.
I'm too mad at the moment that I can't even bear to look at her. I hate her guts. I hate her attitude so much! I actually blacklisted her in my phone. I don't want to read her wrong grammar text messages that insult me a lot, when I haven't done or said anything at all.
Most of all, I hate myself for feeling this way. I want to be peaceable, calm and collected, but this is too much. Too much.
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Simply Me (English)
Non-FictionA book of nothingness which belongs to me. No, this is NOT a story. This is just a book of nothingness which belongs to MiteiNamae. No need to read this. Keep out if you may. You may take a peek, but I'm sure that you'll just be bored with my nothin...
