Am losing the feeling
I've been told it lasts forever
Maybe am just reeling coz of all you didn't say or do
Trying to burn everything down
-Ashampoo
I've had to change my way of thinking
Edit the memories
I clearly misunderstood what was happening
But whatever the sadness is making me lose calories
Am losing the feeling
To think I was head over heels
Or as a “tomb boy” over my sneaks
Basking in all the crushy feels
Its like you pressed a button
To make blush
Now am adding on blush to fill in some color
Coz am depressed
And am ready to flush down everything still standing
Am losing the feeling
I feel like am grieving
Mourning the loss of something I never had
So apparently I have no legit reason to be sad
And you're right
I guess that's why someone said the heart knows reason that reason knows not
I'll get over it in due season
Am losing the feeling
I was under the impression that I knew you
Your harsh words revealing
Who you really are
Who you have been all along
Now am stuck on replay
Keep singing the same old song
That screams out just how much I mourn
You've left me feeling forlorn
