… what… did Dae-Han just say… huh?? what… when I turned my gaze toward Dae-Han… I saw his pale face smiling at me… “I’ll… be right back… bathroom…” Jae-Hee said, standing up and Dae-Han grabbed her hand “Oh… you guys are going out ^O^… right… ^^ I see ^O^ yeah ^-^ you guys look adorable together ^O^!!”
“…HanKyung…”
“Yeah ^O^ Yep ^O^ you guys really look good together! pretty and cute ^^…”
“I’m sorry… HanKyung… I wanted to tell you sooner…” Jae-Hee looked at me apologetically while playing with her hair… “No need to be sorry! Ow… I ate too much ice cream -..- sorry… bathroom ^O^” I said while made growling sounds with my mouth. As luck would have it… tears fell as I turned away… Lucky… really lucky… I guess… I’m a woman… why are these tears falling… I can’t even congratulate them… I really shouldn’t be doing this… it felt as if someone had punched a gigantic hole in the corner of my heart… staggering, I saw myself shrinking like a fool, in the bathroom mirror… “HanKyung…”
“Huh… Oh! Ah! what’s wrong with me, it went away as soon as I came to the bathroom!! T_T!!”
“HanKyung… I’m sorry…”
“Why are you sorry for >_< pffft >_< Jae-Hee >_<! (Plat Plat the sound of my hitting Jae-Hee’s back)
An awkward silence fell between Jae-hee and me while sitting in the bus… “Jae-Hee… don’t you have to get off here?”
“… if I get off… can you find your way home alone?”
“Whew! of course~ yeah! hurry up and go!! I’ll call you later ^O^!!”
“Okay… if you get lost… call me. you know my number right?”
“Yeah! ^O^ I’ll see you later then~ and sleep tight! Don’t forget to eat dinner! Bye! Bye-bye!” the other passengers on the bus… stared at me weirdly as I continued to wave my hand fiercely… this isn’t right… -..- Dae-Han and… Jae-Hee… my mood gets weird again… tears again… why am I crying… what am I even crying for? was… was Dae-Han that big of a person to me… I don’t like… tears… T^T… Right then… the bus stopped… no… -o-… like ants, many students wearing a black uniform boarded the bus. I let my head hang low and stayed in the same position. my tears, which now increased to pours instead of drops… were damping my pants… The bus was full! Extraordinarily black of a crowd… -..- I was panting really soon… *pant pant -..- *pant pant… -..-
“YAH! So what!! Tae-Sung Chung that bastard! Why the hell was that bastard all over Hae-Won’s slut?!!!”
“That immature punk!!! He wants to die huh??!!” The crowd of ants continued talking as if they were the only ones on the bus… “Hae-Won… how do you want to get his ass?! huh?!”
“Just… leave him alone…”
“He was all over your girl!?!?!”
“Doesn’t matter…”
“ARGHH! you can’t NOT care!!! lets get him while we have the chance, huh?! while we have the chance!!!!” said a guy among the crowds while swinging his arm like a windmill… the slippers that were in his hand… smacked my head… and fell onto my lap, wet because of tears…dang that hurt… T^T *krn kids have to wear slippers during class.. *shrug doesn’t know why*
“AIGOO! AIGOO!! I”M SORRY!!!” the windmill-ant shouted in a loud voice “It’s… okay… T^T…”
“Can you… look up?”
“No… it’s really okay… T_T…” right then, another teardrop fell onto my knee… I wasn’t crying because of the slipper. I was crying before this… T_T really I was… “Don’t cry!!!!! Does it hurt a lot!?!?!”