I hate school, words can't even express how much I hate school, how much I hate my life,How much I just want to disapear into thin air, And in case your wondering I'm preparing a boring speech for my even more boring english class.
Here's a more fiction like summary of my first day of school.
As I walked out of my apartment, all prepped up. I get an oddly wierd grumble from the pit of my stomach, It hurt so damn bad.And no they're not butterflies!!!
I stepped onto my car, which my dad drives because I'm well...quite underaged. I honestly felt like I was being driven down to juvie, no actually your right it's not anything like that, It's just wayyy worse.
I'd rather be a tribute to the hunger games than go to that horrid place you call school.
I miss summer so bad, It was absolute paradise.
And I was racking my brain of with strategies, and well tragedies, about what I am going to do, any second, now I'll reach there , and I'll have to face my worst nightmare.
And finally after that very long and stressful drive I reach school, I bid goodbye to my dad, all those times I've disliked him, rightnow hE seems like the awesomest dad ever well not really but yeahh..., too bad I don't think I'll ever see him again, I don't think I'll even make it out alive, but what the hell, let's just hope for the best....
I turn my head take a quick glance only to watch the car, being driven farrer and farer decreasing in size due to increase in distance.....
. A tear drop suddenly forms in my right eye, I wipe it off. "No Rae hold it together, be strong just a couple more years, of this torture" I tell myself. I'm a survivor....I hum the ever so famous song by Destiny's child..It' does make me feel maybe a teensy bit better!
As I walked towards school grounds, a strong gush of wind passes through me, I let out a slight shiver.
Being an only child and growing up in a huge house with only me and my dolls as friends...I had a pretty vivid imagination. And the only thing missing to set the scene would be a huge thunder cloud brewing above the school.
Ookay here goes nothing I asure my self, actually it isn't very assuring but who cares.
I take a quick glance around, what a bunch of loosers, I think to myself...they do all look like zombies...back from the dead....amd well It's kinda creeping me out!
So I take a few small, steps, and speed along the process, the faster I get there the faster \I can get this horror over with.
My bag was weighing me down real bad, I felt like the whole world was weighing on my very own shoulders. I couldn't take it, I thought I'd pass out.(kinda like in Percy Jackson Book 3: The Titans curse) lol
I finally reach the classroom, and ofcourse I had to sit with the snitchiest girl in the class.
The whole day was awful, awkward, and yeahh....awful!!!! :)
And don't even get me started on the teachers...*Shuders*
My Math teacher she kinda does look like a zombie, pale skin, wrinkly face, beady black eyes...
,,,,, the perfect antagonist, to an even more perfect horror movie.Aka,....My Life
.. And recess!!!! alas, it still was awful, lemme just tell ya something my life is totally messed up......
And my day was just horrible.....
And finally I get back home,,, I miss summer so bad....
Nothing on this God damned earth will make me feel better.I come back home, lock myself in my room and cry my heart out, and think over all the beautiful summer memories, I know sad isn't it. Well that's my life, in one word sad!!!!:(
I watch something.. eat my lunch, but I'm just too heart broken to eat anything, I know you think I'm probably exagerating but You'll know if you spend a day in my body.
And when I awaken, I find myself alone, completely alone, my parents all gone.But before I start panicking, I get a phone call from my mum, saying that she's in the salon, doing her hair. We were supposed to go together, and she's left me all alone. I have noone, Noone cares about me, No one carez about poor little Rae. I feel crappy about my self already.
Great, Just Great it think to myself, just the perfect thing to complete the worst day of my life.
Just about 2 more years of this hell......
So yeah till my parents come I just listen to the saddest songs in the history of sad songs....
I'm in luv lol jk....
so yeah im just too tired and too miserable 2 rite anymore.. cya
