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August POV ::

as we were watching the  fireworks my phone kept vibrating signaling me I had a text message I took my phone out and saw who texted me it was my cousins im so sick of this bull sh*t
I put my phone back in my pocket
And a tear went down my eye I was holding Mya and brianna was holding ant I held onto Brianna's waist she smiled at me then her smiled faded away once she seen my face

The fireworks soon ended and I was quiet driving back to the hotel I kissed the kids goodnight once we got back and kissed my nieces goodnight and went to my room and sat on the toilet seat crying bruh i ain't give No f*cks anymore about crying idk what else to do and Brianna in kyonnias hotel room right now. I had suicidal thoughts but its not my time to leave this world I cried harder I miss Mel and I would never do some low down dirty sh*t like that to him .
Imma write my thoughts out on paper I heard the room door shut

Brianna's POV ::

I walked in and didn't see august I checked the bathroom he was sitting on the toilet seat with his face in his hands

Me: baby?!

August looked up and stood up hugging me while crying I hugged him back rubbing his back

Me: what's the matter now baby?!?

August: babe I don't wanna live no more

I looked shocked and tears started forming in my eyes

Me: why ?!

August: cuz it feel like I'm going through so much sh*t and it feel like my cousins hate me I'm trying to buy my mother's love and she don't appreciate it

I started crying

Me: baby don't think that.  everyone loves you august I need u to stop thinking that baby cuz god wanted you on this earth for a reason you cannot leave

I said crying to august holding his face then august kissed my neck

August: baebeh we need to go to Orleans

Me: ok baebeh

I said as tears went down my eyes
August: Im just telling you how I feel I'm pull this sh*t out to the end

Me: ok baby ..I just don't need nothing happening to you ok?!?

August: ok

I was crying into august chest as he rubbed my back kissing my head over and over while crying
He then looked at my in my eyes and kissed me I kissed back
Then he rubbed.my arm and kissed my collar bone as I started to smile alil he smiled back kissing me

Me: goodnight august

He picked me up kissing me laying me on the bed i giggled

Me:  goodnight

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