Supernatural Imagines

Jared Padalecki - The Sciencist

Warnings- This is kind of angsty, mentions of attempting suicide and depression, stay alive loves.

ALSO SPN WAS OUT LAST NIGHT AND I WATCHED IT AND BITCH I AM SHOOK

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"Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start"
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Jared had noticed that lately you had gone quiet, after being on set with the boys for over 3 years now Jared was basically your big brother.

Your acting had been fine but when it was only Jared and Jensen, instead of staying on set like you normally would you would go to your trailer.

"And cut!"

You fixed your hair and the director told you and you could go off if you wanted because they had finished filming with you for a day.

Jared looked at you with hopeful eyes and you quickly looked up at him and then nodded at the director, you sighed and looked to the floor, walking to the exit.

Jared watched as you walked out the door and his eyebrows furrowed and he looked to Jensen.

After filming a few scenes it was their break, Jared started walking to your trailer. "(Y/n)?" He called your name as he opened your door, stepping in. 

When there was no answer he stepped outside and he saw your make up artist. "Hey have you seen (Y/n)?" He asked her.

She nodded "I saw her running towards the main set"

Jared nodded and started walking towards the main set. He walked through a few corridors and as he went past the medical room he could hear sobs.

He lunged open the door and he saw you struggling to open a pill bottle, tears streaming your face. "I CANT GET IT OPEN!" You screamed.

He very quickly got out his phone and called Jensen, and then rushed over to you.

You fought him over the pills and suddenly the bottle open and spilled all over the floor. Jensen was now standing in the door way with the rest of the crew watching you break down.

"LOOK WHAT YOU DID!" You screamed in Jareds face, sobbing at the same time. With no energy left you slummed to the floor and Jared caught you and you sobbed into his shoulder.

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"Ready?" Jared asked as you stood outside the parlour.

You nodded and then walked through the doors, Jared and Jensen following you. The little bell rang and the tattoo artist looked up and smiled. "Hi (Y/n)"

You smiled and walked over to the counter where he was "Sorry I'm a little late"

He chuckled "No it's fine, so you ready for your first tattoo?"

You grinned and he took you over to the chair, Jared and Jensen sitting near you. You grinned at Jared and then smiled softly. "Thank you Jared"

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You laughed as you spun on the chairs on the stage, fans laughing at you. "These are so fun" you laughed again.

"Spin the (Y/n)" Jensen said as he spun you. "Who wants a kiss from her?"

You laughed and playfully pushed him as nearly every fan out their hand up. "He's joking, anyway... Anyone have a question?"

A girl shot her hand up and you smiled, pointing her out. She stood up and a staff member handed her a microphone. "Hi!" She said cheery.

"Hi" You and Jared answered.

"So my question is for (Y/n)" She said smiling at you. You stuck your tongue out at Jared and Jensen and then faced the fan. "You recently got a tattoo, and I was just wondering, if it's okay that is, what does it mean?"

You smiled sweetly and Jared looked over to you, you nodded, mentally telling him it was okay and he smiled. "Okay the story behind my tattoo...."

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One of the staff members gave you a water bottle as you came off stage, thanking them you turned to see Jensen coming down the stairs and after him Jared was too.

Smiling, Jensen hugged you and then went over to Misha. Jared stood in front of you with the biggest grin, he hugged and you and kept a hold for a few minutes.

"I'm so proud of you" he says into your hair, "I'm so proud" He pulls away and kisses your forehead.

A tear ran down your cheek and he wiped it away. "Thank you Jared"