The talk

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It has been a 3 weeks since I had that dream it's now Friday once again and my mom got Jason to babysit me again we haven't been talking as all he does is study for collage and me texting some friends and playing some games on my phone today is gonna be the day where I tell him about my dream. Wish me luck I need it.
Bye honey I be back later
K bye mom
That's when Jason comes along with his backpack to study he's been wearing a turtleneck these 3 weeks he seems so good looking in it.
Jason I have to tell you something
K tell I won't mind I just be drinking water
I had a dreaming have hardcore sex with you
Jason then spits his water out
What!
Yeah
Lucy can I tell you something
Yeah Jason
I also had a dreaming about both of us having you know
Sex Jason do you mean sex
Yes anyway you wear only wearing a bra and a thong and I just wanted to let u know about that
Jason you know we can't deny it sex dreams that kiss
Lucy do you know how hard these 3 weeks have been that studying was useless I was just thinking about you the whole time do you think I don't love wanna I can't love you because of the damn law
Nobody has to know jas
Lucy please understand how bad I feel when I think about you in those ways realize that I'm fucking 20 and your just 15 your not a grown woman yet
Yeah Jason I'm becoming one
Do you realize that I feel like a old creep trying to love a child
And you trying to love someone that not one moths or a a year older but five fucking years older and me trying to love some one that not one or two years younger than me but fucking five younger you underage and I'm over age for you
Your right Jason we promised to stay friends and it should stay that way that kiss should of never happen
Your right Lucy I'm gonna study
K I'm gonna see my phone
And from there on every Friday they went back not talking or looking at each other

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