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Me and AlishaMitchell2 created this story together so don't give me all the credit cause this wouldn't happen without her. No read away my peoples!😂❤️
Alyssa's POV
Hi, I'm Alyssa Johnson and I'm 17 years old. I live in Wolverhampton, England with my Dad, older sister, and younger brother. Their names are Alisha and James. My mom and dad split up when we were all young because my mom was and alcoholic and a on some occasions used drugs. She's gotten better so we go see her every weekend.
I'm a very quiet and shy person with a big personality as my dad used to say. I play football (soccer) and am on the best team in the country. I tend to get bullied, a lot , and self harm. Not a lot but I hate it when I do even if it makes me feel better inside. I get bullied because of my shape. I'm not as fit as the other girls and am 'curvier' as my friend, Zoey, calls it but it still gets to me sometimes. I have long, black, curly hair and sorta tan skin. I am Muslim mixed with British so I look different than the other girls. Since I live in Wolverhampton I'm completely aware of Liam Payne's existence and we used to go to the same school before he went on X factor. He was pretty cool even though we don't even know each other.
Alyssa's phone rings, which inturpts her thinking.
I looked at the caller ID and its was Zoey. "Hey Zo, what's up?" I asked. "Hey, I was wondering....." She trailed off, I knew what was gonna happen. "Mhm, go on I haven't got all day Hun!" I said. "Will you go to the One direction meet & greet with me tomorrow? Please?" She said. I knew she would ask me to do something with her. "Sure why not." I said but I wanted to say no so bad." She said thanks and told me to meet her at the mall at 10:00 am the next morning.
The next morning
I woke up and went on Twitter. There was stuff saying that i was "fat, ugly and a whore" "you should kill yourself. No one will ever love you." Stuff like that. I was tired of all this. I went to the bathroom and got my blades. I started cutting myself saying things like
One-for being ugly
Twice-for being fat
Three-for being a whore
Four-for being a slut
I cut four times. I was tired of all this. I took a quick shower and put on a white tank top, white shorts, and black sandals. I left my hair down and did my makeup natural.
Five minutes later
I found Zoey and went into the mall. There were SOOO many girls. We waited in line and once we got to the table I stood behind Zoey. She got her things signed and once we reached the end of the table I saw Liam. He was looking at my wrists so I looked at them myself and saw what he was looking at. My scars. He saw ALL of them. I grabbed my wrist and walked away slowly. I felt a hand grab my arm and I looked up and saw Liam. "Please stay?" He said like a question. I was debating wither I should or not and looked over at Zoey. She winked at me, telling me to not wait up for her. I smirked and looked up at him and said "I would love to Liam."
