*trigger warning*
Raye's POV
Flashback~
" MAMA, I want this one" I say while holding up a pair of blue tennis shoes.
"No, that's for boys" mama replies.
"I am a boy" I whimper.
*SMACK*
"You are a girl! Put those away before I beat your ass in the middle of this store" mama says sternly.
~End of flashback
Suddenly everything becomes real again.
"I HATE YOU" my father screams, "your such a stupid faggot, I wish you were never born"
He punches me in the stomach. It hurt so much I toppled over. The pain is unbearable.
"You're dead to me, you stupid whore" more punching, more hitting, more kicking, endless pain. "Kill yourself, dumbass, your going to the camp, where it's going to fix this bullcrap" my father says and slams the door.
I'm in so much pain I just lay there. I can't even cry anymore.
*1 hour later*
I struggle to stand up, pushing against my drawers. I look in the mirror examining the damage.
"Only a small bruise there and a big one on my ribs, that's going to scar, I'm just......."
Everything hurts. My eyes travel down my body.breasts, they feel so unnatural, so different. It's not the body I'm supposed to be in.
"What's wrong with me"
Jackson's POV
"Faggot"
"Asshole"
"Gay"
Only one of those words is true.
Gay.
I am gay. I like boys.
It doesn't mean you can tease me about it,
And It's not a choice,but no one will listen.
So I'll stay silent.
"Jackson, please talk it's been 3 years," mom says.
I shake my head. "There's no way that's going to happen" I thought
"Okay honey, remember I'm taking you to that camp" mom says, disappointed.
Blades.
No
Blades.
No
Blades.
Fine
I reach under my pillow and find the small box. I pull out my sharpest blade.
One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven. Eight. Nine. Ten. Eleven. Twelve. Once I'm done I look at my wrists and count, 63. Sixty three cuts.
"What's wrong with me"
Jays POV
"YOURE A GIRL! THIS IS ALL JUST NONSENSE THATS JUST FOR ATTENTION! YOU CANT CHANGE GENDERS DAILY! GENDER FLUID ISNT REAL!" These words repeat in my mind for hours, I never should have told them, I'm so goddamn stupid.
I pull out my journal and start writing and drawing. It the only thing that keeps me from doing something stupid.
Here's one that I just wrote:
Bathrooms, bathrooms,
The worst, no doubt,
The boys will punch,
the girls will shout,
Bathrooms, bathrooms,
The girls will scream,
The boys will beat up,
I don't know why,
but I've had enough,
Bathrooms, bathrooms,
Such a scare,
Why does it matter,
What's in my underwear,
Yeah I know it's not that great.
"Jennifer, go to bed, I found this camp you're going to go to, it says it's going to fix you," mom says. "Just shut the fuck up," I whisper as I close the door.
"What's wrong with me"
Lea's POV
"You just have to meet the right guy"
"You have to be sexually attracted to something, it's nature"
Why does everybody think I don't exist. Asexuality is real, why can't anyone see that.. My door swings open, "hey whore, pack your bags, I found this camp that'll fix you", my dad says. "What's wrong with me"
Elle's POV
My alarm is blaring, there's a dampness on my face. "Must've fallen asleep crying again," I say to myself. I look over to red stains on my new bed sheets. "Oh it was one of those nights again" my wrist have long slashes on them. I stand up and look in the mirror, ugh still a boy, why cant I be a girl.
I change my clothes and hear a knock on my door, I quickly pull down my sleeves and answer the door, "morning son, how are you?" My mom says. I flash her a fake smile and walk past her, I hate it when she calls me her son, I told her I was transgender but she doesn't believe me, she thinks it's a phase. "Hey Evan, remember I'm taking you to that camp, so pack your stuff" my mom yells as I open the door to walk to the park, I physically cringe when she calls me 'Evan'. That's not my name, it's Elle. "What wrong with me "
Alexandrias POV
I run outside almost missing to bus. I barely make it and sit at the back, where I belong. I start to get a migraine so I pop some Tylenol. I'm not sure how many, I stopped counting, stopped caring. I check my phone and I get a message from my mom, it says 'remember to pack your bags when you get home, right after summer school'. "What's wrong with me"
*hey whats up guys! This chapter took a while but now it's up so.... Some of this is real for me,some of it is made up, anyways I hope you enjoyed This. Love you guys. *
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LGBTQ+ Summer Camp
Teen FictionRaye is a transgender bisexual man. Jackson is gay. Alexandria is pansexual. Elle is transgender woman. Jay is gender queer. Lea is asexual. They are all sent to a summer camp because there parents thought it was a camp to "fix" them but it's not...
