She Was Slowy Killing Herself

Continued

Skylar's P.O.V

Skipped last three class I bailed before lunch and went home.When getting there I looked for my kit where I kept my things to cut myself with.Needed blades these aren't working out for me anymore made a mental note to get some.

Rolled up my sleeve loking for a spot to slice open my skin again.But theres no more room to slice open in my arms.To many scars and new cuts going along both arms.Hated myself once was a size 6 now to a size zero.My body was now almost full of new and old cuts.Choice to slice open my stomach.

Didn't just do one little cut but one enough that slice me open good enough.This time didn't care I got the blade dug it deep inside my skin and slice open.All you could see was the liquid ozze coming out.Forgot about the blood and stayed more foucs on the sharp pain.Loved that pain it made me clear my mind and kept my pains away for a while. It was my amazing drug to get high off I could forget about the evil world surrounding me and just get high off this I loved this so much. It's addicting I didn't ever want to stop "how could I stop?", I asked myself. 

Once again I did it slicing up then down so hard it open up even more.Cossing it to pour out more liquid ozze out.Washed up everything and got achool to clean up my wounds.These cutting espiodes kept comming more and more now.It seemed like everything triggered me into doing it more.Really didn't care if I did because that meant I can clear my mind more and forget of all my pains for a while.

Fourty mintues pass sitting in the dark enjoying the quiteness until I jumped when I heard the door slam so hard."WHERE ARE YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF TRASH!!!!!",my dad yelled out.Oh how great the worlds greastest father has come home ha not my dad was the total opposite . Running down the stairs before it got wrose."Yes dad",i anwersed."Why isn't this house cleaned and where's my dinner?!" my dad said back.

I--I wasn't sure what you wanted to eat.He looked at me so evil with face of so much hatered and right away knew what was happening next."Thats why your piece of worthless trash you damn stupid!!", he yelled.With that said all I remember was seeing him lift his hand slapping me so hard you could literaly hear the claping sound once he hit my face."Plea--pleaseee dad stop", begged him to stop as warm tears being to stream down.

That didn't stop him one bit he couldn't stop until he was satisfied with himself.He finally stopped took one last look me before leaving he kicking me one last time so hard on the side of my ribs yelled in so much pain and angoy.He murmured something under his breath couldn't understood what he said.

Slowy trying to get up I just couldn't my side hurted so much it was throbbing with pain and my face was buring.Got the will to get up an slowy made my way up the stairs trying not to make so much nosie.