Too many nights spent sleepless, wondering what I'm worth in a world that wouldn't care if I dropped dead.
Too many nights spent hugging my stuffed animal because its stuck by me through it all when it doesn't have a choice to leave.
Too many nights spent worrying about their fate when they die when they don't give two shits about me.
Too many nights spent thinking of others who never
Cried.
Hugged.
Worried.
Those who never said a damn thing when I left.
Too many nights spent fighting back tears, too tired to explain if they were heard.
Too many nights wishing it would all just end, so I wouldn't have to put on a smile and go say hi to those that never acknowledged me till I talked first.
Too many nights spent
Crying.
Hugging.
Worrying.
For those who didn't care.
