I'm supposed to be asleep. I'm not even allowed to have my phone out right now. But I do. Anyways, my mom told me that I was going to a rehab center but I don't know when I'm leaving my home. I wanna leave today because my homophobic mom is getting on my last nerve. She talks about me, saying that I'm going to hell and that I'm a dyke and I pretend that I don't care but deep down, I'm crying. I cry myself to sleep bc I'm called all these horrible things by my own mother. She thinks that taking my phone away and isolating me from the fucking world is the answer. It's not gonna make me turn straight. She's just wasting her time. I don't understand why she can't accept the fact that I'm a lesbian. She thinks that it's a phase even though I've liked girls since 6th grade. At this point I'm tired of her bullshit and I just want her to take the stick out of her ass and just accept me.
