In 7th grade, I used to think that it was my fault for liking girls and I'd hate myself so much because my mom would isolate me and treat me like shit. But this year, I learned that it's okay to like girls. Even though some people might have a problem with that, It shouldn't matter because I know that I'll be happier in a relationship with a girl than with a boy. Some nights I do wonder why people, especially my mother have a pretty with people being in the lgbt community when it doesn't even affect her whatsoever. I try to get along with my mother, but we end up arguing. Last night my mom wants talking on the phone with one of her friends and she thought that I was asleep and she said "ugh, I'd rather have my daughter be a homophobe than be a gay hoebag." My face was burning and I was crying while I was "sleeping". I couldn't believe that she said that about me. I wanted to kill myself or run away.
