Normal? Whats That?

Why?

So I'm guessing you want to know why I'm emo and depressed. Well first of all I'm an outcast, no one likes me they think I'm scary, mean and weird. Four years ago my mom killed herself because dad didn't love her.

Dad and mom got along quite well most of the time and then Riley was born. Their was two girls in the house one 9 years old in 4th grade Rae with brown hair and band shirts always listening to music and drawing, and the 5 year old Riley in kindergarten with blonde hair and always dancing. Mom and Dad got along pretty well they would play with each other and the girls "Honey, what do you want for dinner?" Mom yelled from the kitchen. "Idk Rachel what do you want?" Dad said. "PIZZA!" Rachel and Riley exclaimed. "we always have pizza!" Mom said. "but its soooooo yummy" Riley said. "Okay.."

Then it started getting bad. Their Dads stuff would go missing, And there would be other men's clothes in the wash, beer and liquor hidden too. Dad started caching on. They would fight about how she was cheating on him. She claimed she wasn't. Then he brought up the clothes and his stuff missing. The girls heard them fighting threw the walls. Riley was young so she didn't really understand. But Rachel was 9 and she was sad about them fighting and thought they would be divorced or split up and they wouldn't see mommy/daddy again she lived both of them she didnt want to lose them.

But the fighting went on. It got worse and worse to the point of punching and throwing and breaking things "I HATE YOU GET OUT!" Dad screamed at mom as she threw a vase at him "YOU CANT THROW ME OUT I LOVE YOU!" Sobed mom "YOU ARE ALWAYS OUT AND YOU COME BACK WITH NO MONEY AND YOU DONT BUY ANYTHING FOR THESE GIRLS THAT I CLOTH AND FEED WHILE YOUR OUT WITH OTHER MEN, AND WHEN WE ARE OUT YOU BRING THEM HERE AND I FIND THEIR CLOTHES! GET OUT!" Dad yell right in moms face. "I...I....love..you" she said and ran out the door.

Rachel sat in her room, thinking about what she just heard. "But mommy loves daddy she wouldn't love someone else ... Would she?" Tears streaming down her face she walked to the bathroom and saw daddy in the hallway she ran up to him and hugged him "Mommy loves us doesnt she?"

The next morning dad took us out to the mall to take our mind off of it. "OOOH, DADDY CAN I HAVE IT PLEEEEEEAAAAASEE?!?" said Riley as she picked up a stuffed cat "Ohh... Alright! Rachel you can get something too." "YAYAYAYYA THANKYOU SOOOOO MUCH" Riley screamed "hmmm" thought Rachel what do I want ....mommy and daddy to stop fighting "ooh" she said as she walked past a stuffed Duck "I want this" she picked up the duck "OK, now let's go home." " will mommy be there?" Riley asked "maybe."

Dad parked the car grabbed there toys and unlocked the door. The girls walked into the kitchen to get a snack and Rachel walked to bathroom "AAAAHHHHHH DADDY AHHHH" she screamed and sobbed as she saw.... Her mothers lifeless body in the bath filled with blood.