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Raven

"I don't think it's a good idea is all I'm saying!" I scowl at my mom from my hotel bed, putting down my phone. 

"Why do you get to say that? I am the one with stupid colour blindness!" I fold my arms across my chest. She looks up from her phone and gives me a glare. This is the first argument we've had in a long time. 

"It's dangerous, I get to say that as your mother! I am the one on this trip with you." Anger is bubbling up inside of me and I can feel the heat rising to my face. 

"You didn't have to come. I am perfectly capable of taking care of myself!" At this my mother snorts. 

"You didn't know who 'Joonie' was, he could have been anybody! What if something happened to you?" 

"Then you'd have your biggest life obstacle out the way!" I hiss, standing up and making my way to the door. 

 "Raven get back here! Don't you dare-" I slam the door behind me and run to the elevator. I go to the ground floor and exit the lobby. 

My mom thinks keeping in touch with Namjoon is a bad idea because 'it only causes problems'. Didn't she think I knew that? That's why when I got home I was planning on making a plan, but for now I was content on talking often. 

I wander around the streets until I find I am near a park. I enter it since it's empty and no kids are around. I sit on a bench and bring up my legs, hugging my knees. I feel terrible, but still mad at my mom. 

Couldn't she see talking to Namjoon was making me happy, idol or not? 

Namjoon

I wiped the sweat from my brow, out of breath. Practice was finally over, and my body was tired. Our comeback ended in a month and we were being worked harder than before. 

I head over to where my things are and dig out my phone. I check my notifications, but don't find what I am looking for. 

"Namjoon hyung are you okay?" Jimin approaches me and smiles at me. 

"Ne, just tired like everyone else." I nod my head and shove my phone into my pocket. Jimin dips his head before racing off to find Jungkook or V.

I sigh and plug in my earphones. My manager was telling me I had to start paying more attention to the band than Raven. Maybe stop talking to her if that's what it takes. It is true, sometimes I worry about her, but not enough to affect my work, right?

Having to completely stop talking to her seems painful. I started talking to her just wanting to have a normal friend who didn't know who I was, but now it's all twisted and weird. I like talking to her. 

+a/n

this chapter is kind of uneventful I think? 
i didn't leave the house today. cool :).