Single

1. The reasons

This is my second book, if you wanna check out the first one it's called 'the different one' this is the girls pov her name is Jazz, her boyfriend's name is Jalen
Jazz pov
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My life is pretty boring, wake, school, art club, babysit, bed, thats my cycle, every day, the same thing. But it's funny how it's supposedly a cycle, but it might now continue tomorrow because I might not survive today. Now you're probably thinking, is she sick? Is she suicidal? Is she hospitalized? My answer, no, I'm just human, today may be different from the next, maybe today the bullying might stop, or maybe my dad will come back, maybe my mom's boyfriend will get out of my house, or maybe my dad's girlfriend will decide she's fine without my dad and will raise her baby with the father. Maybe things will change.

"Jazz, why are you crying?" My little sister Gina asked. I hadn't realized it, there were tear streaks down my face, and my face was puffy and red. Maybe the song got me again, I like to listen to depressing music, I know I know, why do you listen to stuff that makes you cry? I do it because crying is nice, letting out the emotions you bottled up for the day. More often than not, I cry myself to sleep, it's not a bad thing, I like it, I think about tomorrow and yesterday, and the sad things that happen in life. Death, isn't one of them to me. I'm not scared of death, I'm scared of what mine will do to my family and friends, and how I'll miss them. When someone dies I'm not sad for them, I'm sad for me, because now they're gone, and I can't see them anymore, but I know they're somewhere better then here.

"Jazz, you're crying even harder now, are you okay?" Gina is the sweetest sister you could ask for when you need her, she's thoughtful, generous, and loving, she's best sister I could ever have. "Yeah, I'm fine, the song is just so beautiful" I told her. "Can I hear?" She asked. "Sure" I let her listen.

She put him out, like the burning end of a midnight cigarette, she broke his heart, he spent his whole life trying to forget, we watched him drink his pain away a little at time, but he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind, until the night, he put that bottle to his head and put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger, and finally drank away her memory, life is short but this time it was bigger, than the strength he had to get up off his knees, we found him with his face down in the pillow, with a note that said I'll love her til I die, and when we buried him beneath the willow, the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

"This is so sad Jazz, why do you listen to it" Gina asked. Because I like being depressed. "Because it's good music" i said instead. "If you say so" Gina shrugged, and walked away. "Also, Mom said that while she and Joseph are working you need to take me to the mall, I need to get my new pointe shoes, the old ones snapped, they were worn out, so when I put them on and stretched they just broke." "Alright, let me know when you're ready" I replied. I decided to text Jalen. (Italics are Jazz, bold is Jalen)

Hey sup Nm wbu? Hey if u dont have anything going on u think i do? U no my life is boring af Ok pretend i didnt ask wat did u wanna talk about Idk im bored and wanted someone 2 talk 2 Well that hurts ur bored so im ur go 2 Pretty much yea Ouch Got any new games if so im coming over and your PS4 will be mine Wow that hurts even more u only like me 4 my PS4 well no obviously i like u cuz u get all the new games speaking of do u have gta 6 ... Is that a yes No u dont have it awww No i mean u cant play it yet pfjdbshsbdjsjs y not 1st ms over dramatic I haven't got 2 play 2nd u cant just show up at my house saying ur gonna play my PS4 Watch me Watever Can u open the door pls it's getting cold out here Stop trying to play me No joke open the door Stop If u dont open this door ima bust in there and jump u Ur not out there so say wat u want Fine if thats how u wanna play it