I Hate You Because I Love You

Chapter⚡️6

This is it, today is the day I get sent away. The day I part with Naruto. The day I get to be closer to Naruto then leave.

I pet Naruto's blonde hair as he slept in my arms. He hugged my body and snored softly into my neck. I had him on top of me. And of course his parents didn't see this. We made sure they went to bed before we did. I love how he holds me and kisses me.

Do I want to leave you?

"Boys, are you up?" Kushina asked startling me a bit. I moved Naruto so I could get up. He grabbed my hand. I looked back at him and his blue eyes looked at me lazily.

"Yeah mum. We're up." He said.

"Okay, I made pancakes they are in the microwave." She said through the door.

"Okay thanks mum. Love you have a good day." He said getting up. He opened the door and hugged his mum. He kissed her forehead and she left. He turned back to me and slumped his arms over my shoulder.

"Good morning Naru." I said and hugged his waist before he fell.

"Good morning Sasu." He responded. I picked him up and laid him under the sheets again. I kissed his forehead and went to the bathroom.

Man, I hate him. Why? Well, I hate him because I love him.

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"Climb through my window and be there around 11:00." Sasuke said.

"Okay." I said and kissed him.

"Oh and can you get condoms and lube?" He asked. I rolled my eyes and sighed.

"Fine." I said. He hugged me and left quick kisses on my face. I laughed because they tickled. He trailed down to my neck. The kisses became slower and more passionate. I moved my head back so my neck was more reviled to him. He took the invitation and went further down on my neck. He lifted me and I wrapped my legs around him. I moaned lightly as he moved slowly tours my collarbone. He pulled my shirt slightly and he sucked on the skin over my clavicle. I gasped as he created a dark mark on my skin. He looked at his work and smiled. I pet his head as he kissed up my neck to my chin. He kissed my lips and looked at me.

"I'll see you later Naru." He said putting me down.

"I'll see you Sasu." I said as he picked up his bag. I watched as he walked to the house next door. Once I saw him disappear into his home I closed the door and covered my mouth.

I had sex and made out multiple times with Sasuke in the past day. I realized all my years of feelings in the matter of a day. This is insane!

"The things you do to me Sasuke. And that is taking that literally and figuratively." I said and slid down the door. Tears began to leave my eyes and drip on to my hands. I pulled my knees to my chest and laid my head in them. "And now you're going to leave me." I cracked. Emotions exploded in my heart. Love, need, anger, depression, and just brokenness.

I've never been such an emotional wreck. Damn you Sasuke!

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"Why do I do these things?" I asked myself. I walked to the drug store for condoms and lube. I walked in and grabbed the two things. I walked to the register to find the line outrageously long. I groaned and stood in line. People gave me weird looks so I hid the two sexual aid items in my arms.

They all know I'm gay now. Great.

I finally made it to the register and payed. I walked back home and hid the bag in my room. I changed into sweatpants and a hoodie.

Fucking Sasuke. You do these damned things to my heart.

I looked at the clock and noticed it read 10:46.

Great, I have to leave in like 15 minutes.

I walked downstairs to the kitchen and began to cook for my parents. I put the two plates in the fridge and left a note that read: Food is in the fridge I'm out for the night. I'll go through my window. Love you. I went upstairs and grabbed the bag of condoms and lube and set off through my window. I put the bag in my mouth and began to climb the side of the Uchiha's home and into Sasuke's window.

Here goes nothing.