Only If You Knew (Fem&Stud)

Introduction/New Beginnings

~Jolie in Media~

(Jolie POV)
Getting out of bed, I shove sky to the side and I ran in the bathroom to do my usual hygiene, then I looked in the mirror, and thought to myself wow it's my first day of college and my ass late to my first class and sky had the nerve to pour some damn water on me to wake me up instead of shaking me to get up, like what the hell.

Running out of the bathroom, I went to my closet and looked for something to wear. Something that pops, but something that doesn't cause too much attention.

I came up with a yellow crop top shirt and some light blue high waisted jeans that hugged my curves so well, I just started to feel myself just a bit. I just kept looking in the mirror saying "ouuuu girl you a baddie, mmmm".

"girl, what the hell are you doing? We have no time to be feeling ourselves etc. Shit, look at me I look bout ratchet as hell. You know why? Because I had to make sure your ass was up and was ready. Now, bring your ass on, we gonna be even late!" said Sky

I just looked at her and rolled my eyes and grabbed my keys, phone, and my book bag and walked out the door locking the door behind me. Oh, I almost forgot to introduce myself!
I go by the name Jolie. I am mixed Black and Puerto Rican and some white.

I'm 18, Fresh out of high school and a freshman at Clark University College for Modeling. Which is in a state I barely knew. Which means I don't know how people roll down there or etc.

I have Been single for some months now since I caught my girlfriend all caked up with a girl I thought was a friend. I thought that we would last forever. I thought she was the one for me, but I guess wrong. She left me to love someone else, which I couldn't wrap my head around, but I should of saw the signs but I was just so deeply in love and blinded.

She wanted me to come back to her, but I decided I couldn't stay in a relationship that would just make me miserable. Other than that I have been feeling Completely alone and depressed a little bit, but other than that I have a secret I never told anybody about.

Everyone thinks I'm Straight because guys would always hit on me, and how I would give them my number, but I would never text them or call them. Mainly, because guys weren't in my interest, but females were. I always kept that secret hidden deep inside.

I always thought that maybe just maybe one day that I would tell my parents how I feel and what my love interest is.

That been lingering in my mind for some time now. But I can't find myself doing such an act, my parents will be highly disappointed in me, Just knowing them imma be judge if "Liking girls" slip from my lips. Hell, my friends might be so uncomfortable if I came to them and tell them how I felt about liking females.

But I should stop thinking about that for now Because as I know for right now, No Stud Have caught my eye or interest me. Sure some come to me and say something, but all they want at the end of the day is to get in between my legs and leave me to go to the next victim to prey on.

I don't have time for the fuckery and the bullshit. I just want one person that truly understands me for me and stay true to they words and not hurt me at the end.

But Who knows Only Someone will come my way when they ready to come forward.
Anyway, enough about me, as I was following sky to the elevator I spotted a girl coming out of her room and I must say she looked fine as hell.

Like she dressed well, her hair was so curly I wanted to run my hands through It, then she was a bit taller than me from a distance. She was just so perfect, I couldn't keep my eyes off her until she met my gaze.

She gave me a small smirk, I never blushed so much. She was about to approach me until sky pulled me in the elevator. I never have been so pissed, but happier that she didn't get to close to me and spoke because I wouldn't know what to say to her. I would have forced and make a complete fool of myself.

Anyway, we were on our way down to the first floor and on our way to a class that both of us missed most of.

(Shai POV)
Coming out of my room, I locked the door, but I felt I was being watched or something. I looked back and saw something so beautiful and so pure. There she stood, with her beautiful frame, with her long hair and lips so suckable and lastly them eyes. Those eyes you would get lost in and you hope no one ever finds you.

I was about to approach her until someone grabbed her and brought her into the elevator. She was gone so fast, but I will see her again whenever.

Going to the elevator and pressing the button, and waits to go in. As I walk in, I'm greeted by a beautiful girl named Miya in the elevator. I exchanged a smile and started texting a friend on my phone.

I kept texting and felt the girl staring at me so hard I kinda felt uncomfortable and kinda turn on in a way. I looked up and looked at her, and asked her may I help her.

She moved closer and pushed me against the wall and looked up at me and smoothly the words slipped from her lips "I want you apparently".

I wanted to grab her neck and kiss her and give her all this loving, but I forgot she was someone girlfriend and plus she wasn't even into girls, but she was into me, but I don't know why.

The elevator was about to get to the first floor and I moved her to the side and told her I couldn't and stop being a hoe I tell your boyfriend what you been doing.

She gave me a stank look and slapped the fuck out of me and walked out of the elevator. I was about to go after her and give her a piece of my mind, but I stayed cool and went the opposite direction.

Anyway, what's good?! My name is Shaina but I prefer to be called Shai for short. I'm 18 years old. I go to Clark University for Fashion and Design. Another thing is that I'm gay asf meaning I like girls who like girls.

But I don't like any girl they have to be fine as hell in my eyes and have a good heart.

People describe me as a player and saying I got hoes for days, but all honestly, I can't fuck with hoes because all they do is fuck all types of people before they get to yo ass.

The hell I look like going with one. Shid even worst goes down on one. So I'm good, I don't need those type of girls.

Hopefully, I find me a girlfriend by the end of this year. I just feel like she really out there just waiting for me to come to her.

Just waiting to be loved, waiting to get all my attention, and lastly, waiting for someone like me to commit. I promise on everything whoever walk my way, I'm ready for them.

Imma be called Daddy a lot this year I just feel it, Shidd look at me I look too damn good. I make straight girls go gay, without even trying.

Hell one girl broke up with her boyfriend just to be with my ass. Even though I told her I ain't want her ugly ass. She got pissed and walked away. I just watched her and laughed like df.

Anyway, hide your girl and hide the person you talking to. Cause this girl right here name bre. Can really make your girl fall in love.