Life sucks, and I'm not usually the one to complain.
But really, and don't ask for much, just a life with out pain.
He lied to me, I lied to them, just to keep a secert safe.
He told me, it was his family, and trust me I was okay with it.
I was okay with lying to all of my friends, my family,
and keeping this all to myself.
But he goes, yes, he really did this, brace yourself,
He goes and leaves me, and it hurt, and I thought I was okay,
I lied to myself once again,
and hid the scars on my wrist.
For the longest time, I felt oh not pretty,
and wondered what I did.
I cut into plastic pumpkins, instead on my wrist.
After awhile, I let it go,
I actually accepted it.
But these memories, they keep flooding back.
I got control and built a dam,
just to hold all this water back.
But it broke today,
when I saw something not for me to see.
I want to run away,
to a place far off east.
I could go live with my best friend in england,
and wouldn't have to worry about shit.
I'm leaving schools now,
don't try and change my mind.
Goodbye this god ridden place,
and I hope to see my face,
smiling once again,
smiling with someone else.
I'm going to be someone new,
and forget all my past.
I'm erasing all my data,
and putting out a new format.
