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Kay's POV~

18 years ago on October 3rd I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy named Chase. Chase is the best thing that ever happend to me honestly, I was on the wrong track in life before I got pregnant with him. I don't want him to turn out like his father did so the day I gave birth to Chase I prayed on a fallen star that he doesn't have too hard of a life to the point where he turns to selling drugs or doing drugs like I did.

If I would have never got pregnant with Chase I would probably be dead. Before I found out that I was pregnant I did drugs, not light drugs like weed but crack. I loved Chase father more than I loved myself so if he wanted me to do drugs I did them. I got drunk every night and went to the club every day. I don't ever want Chase to be involved in that type of lifestyle.

I go to work everyday sick or not so I can have money whenever Chase needs it so he wont have to want for a damn thing. I may be a single 

parent and I'm not going to say it's easy raising a boy by myself but I think no I know that a do a damn good job raising him to be the man that his father wasn't.

His father... more like his sperm donor, he was a punk and a sad excuse for a man. When I told him that I was pregnant he denied his seed and sad "I straped up that how I know you were cheating on me". I just shook my head and stopped talking to him, completely cut him out of my life. I got my shit together, got a job and handled my busniess. Here I am 18 years later and 18 years older doing good for my son and I.

Of course for many years he asked my why he didn't have a father like the other kids in school everytime he asked I always told him "You're father died before I had you". It was pain to my heart seeing my boy break down and cry everytime. On his 18th birthday I finally told him the truth on how we met up untill the day he was born. He was furious but on that day he learned that it really is us against the world. 

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