Alive, again (NaLu, StiCy)

Stay strong.

I was walking in the streets of Uliciris. Lots of happy couples passed me and I stood staring at them. "Why can't I have a life like that?" I say to myself. After a few minutes of walking, I realized I had to see someone. A very special someone. "I swear to God if I don't kill him today.." I mutter angrily to myself.
~ Time skip ~
I stood in front of the house. I didn't bother knocking and went straight in to see him. He was sitting on his sofa and reading a book!. After all I've been through, he's just gonna sit like that? I tore the book out of his hands and threw it against the wall. "Lucas! You said it would stop. You did. You lied to me. Now what am I gonna do?" I shouted angrily. "Lucy! I told you that this would happen now and then. I told you this before, but you were so determined to learn it. It's a lot of power. You're not gonna die for God's sake!" He said with a puzzled expression. "Lucas, find a way to stop this. I don't want people to think I'm pregnant for fuck's sake" I told him quietly and left the house. You must be wondering what's that all about. You see when Natsu and the guild started to ignore me, I went to Lucas to show me how to increase my power. I'm a half vampire plus dragon slayer and a celestial mage. It's a lot of power and sometimes well, mostly I puke up in the morning. It goes like that for a week, it's just like my menstrual cycle. Since, it is a lot of power, "this" happens to me now and then.
I guess I should get back to the guild. I bought the train ticket and went back to Magnolia. I'm so sick of this place. I decided to drop by my apartment and freshen up. I reached my apartment after 15 minutes. I took a shower and pulled on jeans and a clean T shirt. I applied some lipgloss, grabbed my keys and left my apartment. I reached the guild and decided that today is the day. Today is the day I am gonna tell them who I am, who I really am. After that, maybe I can leave this rubbish guild and start a new life, new friends and maybe just maybe.... a boyfriend.
Not that I need anyone else, not another stupid man in my life.
I took a deep breath before entering the guild. Loke appeared in front of me. "Why so worried, princess?" He asked. "I'm not worried Loke, I'm scared what they're going to think of me when they hear what and who I am". "You're Lucy Heartfilia and you remember that" He said before leaving me. I opened the guild doors. Noisy, as usual. Everybody was gathered around Lisanna. I heard the word "game". I suppose they were playing truth or dare. They could at least welcome me or ask how my day went. Lol, like "Hi Lucy, how was your day? Why didn't you die?". I suppose Master Makarov should inform them because they've probably forgotten who I am.
I walked upstairs and took a peek at Natsu, he was deep in thought. Ever since, he and Lisanna started being together, they weren't dating though, Lisanna confessed but Natsu said he had his eye on someone else. He had become the typical bad boy type. Smashing people against the wall, swearing, even beating people up for no reason. I guess he was upset about something. It's like I dragged him out of his thoughts because, his head shot up and his eyes met mine. We stayed like that for a while. Until I broke the eye contact, what was I doing? Giving him hope that maybe we could be friends again? Never. When I looked back, he wasn't there. He had been dragged into Lisanna's game. Even Gray kept his distance from him, because he wasn't the Natsu we knew. To be honest, I like him better this way. At least, he isn't as dumb as he was.
I finally reached Master Makarov's office. Laxus was sitting there while Master was flipping through some girlie magazines. "Umm Master?" Master looked up and so did Laxus. Laxus eyed me up and down and left the room. He must have sensed I wanted to talk to Master alone. "Master I want to leave the guild. I want you to tell them who I am. Please don't ask why I want to leave the guild and don't say anything else about me". Master wasn't shocked, in fact he was quite calm. "I figured you would say that. However, I respect your decision. I apologize for the guild's behaviour". I just nodded, I couldn't do anything else, because if I had said something the tears would have started coming out and I'm not weak anymore. Master stood up and erased my guild mark. "One more thing child, if you ever decide of coming back, know that I will always welcome you with open arms". That's when I lost it, the tears started coming out. Everything I had kept inside for all these years.
Master didn't say anything. He patted me on the back and give a tissue. I stopped crying. Master went inside the guild and then I realized this is it. The start of my new life.

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Sorry for being offline for such a long time! By the way, who do you guys think Lucy should end up with? I prefer Sting!
Love you guys so much.
xx Skylar.