My brain has a mind of its own

Who says

Have hope they say
Easier said then done

Stay strong they say
Talk to me when you've fought my battles

Be happy they say
Live my life I tell them

Think positive and everything will be ok they say
Think my thoughts and water becomes your grave I reply

"Even a strong will has its limits, and when u push those limits happiness is a rarity and reward, not a goal or life style"