That night I could barley sleep, all I could think about is that I meant nothing to jack. I feel a tear trying to escape my eye, but I blink it away. Why do I have to fall in love with the worst type of people. I sigh thinking about what to do with the rest of the time living here. I hear Conor snoring again. Maybe I'm over reacting, maybe it was a different dare and he actually likes me. I hope so. I turn over onto my left side and try to sleep. (Skipping cause I'm lazy and yea.) I wake up to hear Conor singing and jack and josh arguing over something. I stay in my spot to listen. "Jack stay away from my sister!" "But I love her! OK is that what you wanted to hear is the I love her. Josh just please let me try with her." Jacks voice sounds unsteady. I gasp at the thought of jack loving me. Is this a dream of is this real? I hope its real. "Fine but if you hurt her I'm hurting you. Got it!" "Thank you so much josh u won't regret it." I giggle a little about how happy jack sounds now. Do I love jack? I'm not 100% sure. I like him a lot but I'm of sure if I love him. Hmmm maybe I should get up and get ready.
Sorry this is so late band has started and I just came from a church camp in Missouri and I couldn't have electronics so yea sorry that it sucks I'm trying. Bye
