Ethan Dolan Imagines/Preferences

He Finds Out You Self-Harm pt.2

Okay so it's been 6 months and I'm just getting around to writing again. Sorry about that guys but I probably won't be writing a whole lot any time soon anyways. Anyways here's part 2. I hope you like it.
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You wake up the next morning with Ethan by your side. It was a nice feeling. He was already awake when you woke up. You wake up genuinely happy but not today. You remembered what you had to tell him.

"How did you sleep?" Ethan asked. "Good until I woke up..." You replied upset. "Well you have to tell me why and when. I was gonna find out sooner or later and thank God it wasn't later."
"I'm sorry Ethan. I know. I should have told you when I was feeling like doing this but I didn't. I'm sorry." You get out of bed without thinking and grab your razor in the bathroom. Trying to get it apart, a blade finally breaks free. You walk out and sit on the bed with Ethan.

"Watch this." You said crying. "Y/N. No. What are you doing?!" He replied. You put the razor to your wrist and dragged it across. Ethan grabbed the blade before you could even make a second cut. "Y/N. Why the fuck would you do that?!?!" "Because...the preps at school. They're  really...really...mean Ethan and I can't stop them from hurting me. I'm so pathetic and weak and I deserve all of this." You snatch the razor back. "Don't you dare do it again." "What are you gonna do?" "I'll do it to myself. Because it hurts me so much to see you like this. So much Y/N. And...and I can't lose you." You snapped your head up. "Ethan you can't. I'm worthless and you deserve a better friend and I'm not worth it." "I'll never find out. Cause if you're not here I won't be either. You're the only thing that makes me happy anymore. And I love you. I love you Y/N. I can't lose you. I just can't." Ethan said getting up and walking downstairs to the kitchen. You followed quickly, curious of what he was doing. You found him with a knife to his throat.

"ETHAN WHAT ARE YOU DOING STOP!!!!!" You yelled at him. "Y/N promise me you'll try to get better. And that I can help you get better. Promise me that? Please?" "Ethan. I promise. But it's going to take time. Now put the knife down." He dropped the knife on the counter and hugged you. "I'm so so sorry Y/N." "No Ethan you shouldn't be sorry. I should be and I am. I'm sorry for putting you through this. I'm sorry for not telling you. And most of all I'm sorry for ever starting it." "Y/N don't do it again please. Come to me. Tell me. I'll help you. Just please come to me." "Okay Ethan I will. Thank you for being here for me." "I wouldn't have it any other way." Ethan told you.

You two then spent the day watching movies and cuddling.