At the moment it's 1:45. The thought of life is a confusing concept. Why are we here exactly? Not on the individual level but as a whole race. Why do we exist? Is it so we can experience this object many have referred to as earth? And a good experience is relative to the perceiver. One might say to really value the world and be happy you must experience nature as God intended. But these people are hypocrites aren't they? They may enjoy camping, but with what are they camping with? When they camp with a tent made in another country and a propane stove as well as food from a continence store are they really experiencing nature? The bottom line experience of food and shelter would be the same for some tailgaters at their favorite game. There are others that say in order to cherish all that earth has to offer you must surround yourself with people you love. Are these interactions they have dependent to this earth? Wouldn't they achieve the same effect? Or is there really any reason we exist at all? Do people just say they exist for this or that to avoid the thought that we only exist for the whole sake of existing? Is that why humans attempt to find a partner to exist for those people? They make existence more bearable, more tolerable? Isn't that why some people commit suicide after breakups, because they can't bear to only exist for themselves? Or maybe they attempt to take their own life in hopes the ex will stop them. This would cause a domino effect then wouldn't it? One party commits suicide, then the other believes they could have somehow helped if they had been there and not broken relations. If they stay together out of fear of suicide, then isn't the concerned party committing a form of suicide? They kill their own emotions and happiness to make another happy.
Love is a confusing concept. We marry a partner, but for what reason? We are animals of a social nature, yet once marriage occurs they begin to communicate more and more with the partner and less with the friends from the time of before marriage. What compels people to have sex? Many will say that a healthy part of a relationship is the sex but why? Why do you need to include sex in order to have a healthy relationship? Do you need to have some sort of dependency to keep you together? Wouldn't the healthier relationship not have sex? Isn't your spouse supposed to be your best friend in the world? If so, why must you fuck your friend? Shouldn't your best friend rather not engage in the pointless thrusting in exchange for engaging in some other activities. Isn't it possible to be with them without the constant urge to have sex or is that what continuously keeps one interested?
