Might be weird but lmao yolo. Hope you enjoy and l suck at writing smut so dont judge haha.
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"Babe??Babe??" I just hear a sweet familiar voice over my loud moans as my fingers are inside of me while l lay on my bed. I open my eyes and see who it is standing under the door frame. Oh god its my boyfriend Wesley. I sit up and just look at him in, well almost complete shock.
"Baby.." He says just looking at me.
"Yes babe." l respond.
"Want me to go? So I can finish what you were doing?.." He awkwardly asks trying not to make eye contact to me.
"Can you finish for me?" I smirk getting off the bed and walk to him. We've never had sex before. We've never seen each other naked. Or even had a heated make out session. It kinda makes me believe that he's not into me like how I am into him.
He doesn't even answer the question. Wes dodges it faster than I expected. Not the reaction I expected. He turns around, walks out my room and starts running down my stairs. "Wes." I say chasing after him, still naked.
I grab his wrist and tug on it gently before he walks out the door. "Baby?" l say looking at his face full of fear. What is there to be afraid of.
"Baby what is wrong?" I say holding his wrist still. He just looks at me looking like he's going to burst into tears.
He takes a shakily sigh until he finally says, "Sorry I just cant.. I need to go.."
"But we were just going to hang out." l respond. "Wes.. what is it? Every time the sex topic always comes up between us.. it like you avoid it. Making me believe that youre not into me. "
"I-I cant tell you." He says snatching his wrist out my weak grip.
I sit him on the couch and I sit next tk him. "Baby you can tell me anything." I sorta hesitate. Im scared what he's going to tell me. He's been seeing someone else? Wants to break up? Or he's just scared to tell me that he may be a virgin. Wesley sighs again as he looks at me. "Im just afraid youre not going to love me anymore." Those words made my heart drop in two ways. I'll always love him no matter what and what is he's been cheating on me.
"Baby don't say that." I lean in and hug him. "Just tell me. I won't get mad I promise. I'll always love you no matter what." I pull away waiting for him to tell me his "secret."
I look down at the floor still holding his hand. "Baby tell me."
I feel his hands shaking. Fuck this must be bad. He never reacts like this. "I-Im.." He takes a pause. "Transgender." He hesitates. His voice got so squeaky at the end of the word that it gave me chills.
I look up at him and I see tears running down his cheeks. He doesn't look at me. He just stares across the room. "Aw baby" I smile jumping on him and hugs him tight as he lays on his back.
"There's no need to cry baby cakes." I say wiping his tears. "You're still the same person I've loved since day one." l smile and kiss his lips.
"Y-Yeah but you probably thought I-I had guy parts." He says still crying.
I kiss his tears away. "Baby I don't care what parts you have. I fell in love with you not your parts. I will always love you." l say cuddling into his chest.
I hear his heartbeat start to slow down which means he's starting to get calm. "R-Really?" Wes mumbles wiping his eyes.
I giggle quietly. "Yes baby. You can calm down now. It wasnt a big deal to me and it never will be. You'll always be my wittle marshmallow." I smile and boop his nose.
"And you'll always be my little princess" He says his face is still wet from tears.
"This is why you've never wanted to fuck?" I ask looking at him. He nods his head yes making me hug him tighter.
"I-Ive wanted to but I didnt think y-you would be okay with it."
"Baby Im more than okay with it. Youre still perfect and l still love you. I dont care what parts you have to fuck. l just want to make love with the person I care about." I giggle and sit up on him.
"I want to make love with you wesley."
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Im breaking this up into parts. Its four am and Im tired as fuck goodnight yall
