Broken Heart (Harry Styles/Niall Horan)

Chapter 15: Done

*A/N: Well I know you hate me so much guys, and I'm so sorry, but I was so busy, anyway, I hope you guys forgive me after this chapter, and don't forget to vote / Comment ;) and if you don't read the note at the end you are going to die *_* hahaha kidding but please read it it's so so so so important! Love yaa my lovely crazy readers*

Chapter 15: Done

*Selena P.O.V*

7 days, it's been one week since mine and Harry date, one week since we kiss again, one week since my feeling for Harry become much harder, one week since Niall half cheated, one week I didn't talk to Niall, one week since Lucy got her father back.

After the date I was so happy, it was the best date in my life, this week Harry was always with us, he come over everyday, and even he sleep over, Lucy and Harry always play together, laughing with each other, I never so Lucy this happy before, I don't blame her, she got her dad after two years and the half without her father, there's nothing better than this, finally we become a family, well I hope we will.

Niall....... I don't know what to say about him, I didn't talked to him since the last time I saw him in he park, the boys told me that he didn't eat like he used to, the boys are so worried about him and so I am, Liam also told me that Niall told him that no one can get him out of his room expect me, he's acting like 5 years old boy, But I'm afraid if I go there I will say something wrong something stupid, or if he ask me questions I don't know there answers, I'm trying with Harry now, I can't go back to Niall, I never lie when I said I love him but he lied, he say that he love me and he want to make me happy but he just went and kissed Demi like nothing happened.

It's really hurt because he's the only boy I trusted and let him in my love life after Harry, the only one I trust with Lucy, long time I know but I don't really care, I don't want to let anyone inside my life and my daughter life, because all I want was just me and Lucy to live a happy life without any problems, but then Niall came to our life's and change it, he make me smile again, he make me love again, he make me trust people again, he was there for me when I needed him, he helped me with Lucy from the first day she born until this week, he always comfort me when I was sad, he make me laugh when I cry, he really care about us and I really care about him, I didn't just care about him, I acutely love him , yes I said it I love him, but he blow everything, I thought maybe he will make me happy and let me forget Harry, but no he didn't he just make it worse, he cheated on me, he kissed her, if he like her why he just didn't told me? I'm used to be left alone.

I don't even know why Niall and Harry like me, I'm not even beautiful, I'm not skinny like all the other girls, they are more attractive than me, the fans are right, I'm ugly I don't even know why I'm saying this, but it's hurts cause it's this is the truth, I just wish I can turn back time before all this drama happened, before I met Harry, before I become friends with Liam, Louis, Zayn and Niall, before I got pregnant with Lucy, before all of this, but I can't.

But I'm not going to just set arms crossed and do nothing while other people are hurting because of me, I'm not that kind of person, I'm going to talk to Niall, and tell him that I'm sorry I know he's the one who should say sorry not me, Anyway, I'm going to tell him that one day he will find his girl, his princess, and tell him that I'm not the one for him, I will try my best to make him move on, I hope he will understand, cause I don't want us to hate each other, I want to be his best friend again, I can't live without my Nialler, I wish we weren't mad at each other, I really miss him, I miss his laugh so bad, I miss his famous Horan hugs, I miss every thing about that irish boy.

But before I go to talk to him, I have to tell Harry that I'm going to talk to Niall, because I don't want him to worry, I took my mobile and my car keys and start driving to Harry's flat, in the way there I start thinking if what will happen between me and Niall? what will happen if I get weak in front of him? What if my feelings come back when I will see him? What if he tell me that he hate me and he don't want to see me again? I'm sure I will break down, I can't live without Niall in my life, he's one of the main reasons why I'm still here.... I didn't realize that I was crying while thinking of this, I quickly wiped my tears away and continue driving to Harry's flat, I turn the radio on trying to not think these thoughts.